I was known for falling in love with guys that didn't even know me. I was prone to get my heart broken although I kept falling for guys. When my friends got boyfriends I decided not to like one of those guys ever because if I fell I would hurt one of the best people in my life that means everything to me. That's why I find myself in another city because I did something that I will regret for the rest of my life and I know at the moment it was what I secretly wanted I know now that I will regret as I said for the rest of my life and I lost the person who I cared about the most.
It all started about a month ago in December. Amber was asked out by the guy I secretly liked I told her that they should go out and I didn't like him I thought I would get over him and move on to another guy as I did all the time. It was clear that he liked her not me so I should just have just gotten over him right? Right?