authors note:dont own primeval :(

r.i.p nick cutter :(

i listened to jordan sparks tattoo so you know fits the mood then lol

The truth is a stranger
My soul is in danger,
I gotta let my spirit be free to,
Admit that I was wrong and then change my mind.
Sorry but I have to move on and leave you behind.

Loved you once, needed protection.
You're still a part of everything I do, you're on my heart just like a tattoo,
Just like a tatto, I'll always have you.

This time he doesn't speak,hold her,protect her and God this scene was becoming all too familiar....

the grass,the earth,the flowers.....the life lost

Jenny Lewis stood at the grave of Nick Cutter, first Stephen now him, who was next she only prayed to God that it didn't harm the youngest of the team but since this,they had grown up quite a lot in more ways than one and somehow now she felt slightly responsible for them.

It had been only two weeks since Nick's death and Jenny couldn't help notice how there was hardly anyone there to wish him goodbye.

They all stood there at one side Abby by Connor and Becker holding Sarah and Jenny's hands as they sobbed their hearts out for the man they all loved, each in their own the cermon took place they went silent but cried tears of pain, words were spoke by his remaining family and the vicar spoke the last words

Rest In Peace Nicholas Cutter......

The family and friends began to leave one by one after saying goodbye leaving the team there.

'This is real isn't it' Jenny whispered

'Yeah it's real' Becker whispered back

Sarah stepped up first as she began to speak in between the tears that ran down her skin.

'Cutter I knew you for such a short time but in that time I did know you it was wonderful, you're such a caring man and powerful and you gave you're life when you didn't need to and for that you're a hero and always will be'.

Becker went next his tears wern't as many but still as painful 'I knew you for what the same time as Sarah and mate got to tell you, you were the best even if you were stubborn at times' he spoke smiling remebering his friend before grabbing Sarah's hand and Jenny's once more as Jenny squeezed back tight she started speaking although her mind was a million miles away.

'I'll always remeber you Nick at least your safe now,before you died I was..um...going to ...tell you...that...I loved you but you're gone now and I can't bring you back and I swear if I ever find your wife I'll kill her myself she's taken two lives in this team and that's one too many' the tears screamed down her face everytime she swallowed a lump formed in her throat, her makeup was halfway down her face as sobs escaped her in her unconsolable state as Becker pulled the two girls away back to the pickup as he wrapped them closer to him leaving Abby and Connor together.

They both cried as Abby slumped to the ground after placing flowers upon his resting place as though she actually took it the worst out of the five of eyes were bloodshot like Jenny's but worse.

'We'll miss you' the words stumbled out amongst crying as Connor sat beside her trying to hold back the tears and be strong for the both of them entwining his hand with hers.

'Goodbye professor good luck on your new journey' he spoke bottom lip quivering as the tears fell.

They both stood up hand in hand unlike the last time they were here Connor still speaking

'I'll do you proud just like you asked I won't let you down we both won't' he promised looking down at Abby 'You've changed me, when I first started this I was a geeky student but I relise I needed to grow up and I did but this..this job it's so..so hard this is the third person in my life who I've lost and I hope it never happens again ever, even Lester cried everyone has but now...at least you're with Stephen so we know you'll be okay.....we got a new ARC too just like the old one there's a large photo of you and and us when we all first met but if you look closely in the corner behind you there's a women stood who looks exactly like jenny but she's stood next to me so I dunno really but there's one more thing I'll do for you I'll look after everyone especially this one' he said nodding down at Abby who was wrapped round his body holding him tightly clutching the back of his shirt as she sobbed into his chest 'and I'll avenge you're death I'll get her Cutter she'll get what she I'll visit you often me and Abby both'......

The pair walked off Abby leaning against Connor as he supported her his arm tightly pressed round her shoulder as they walked off towards the others as they were sat in the pickup waiting to go back to the ARC.

The pickup sped off down the dusty track chucking up sand and gravel in it's wake when a women appeared buy Cutter's grave

'I'm sorry Nick.I can't believe it'

Okay plzzz R n R i wrote this in what 45mins so howay plzzzzzzzzz n i bet you all think oh shit Helens back already well read the stori closely and think about it.

Shud i continue or keep it this way u guys decide

kate xx