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Chapter one: Prologue
We must accept finite disappointment, but never lose infinite hope.
I forget where I heard that from but I think it fits how I'm feeling. Everyone else is loosing hope, or I should say I'm the only one left with it.
Its been a little over three months since we had all thought Jacob had died. Three long months. A lot has happen since then, graduation, my engagement, Me and Edward had agreed we were going to tell Charlie this week that we were getting married. I dreaded that. I knew he wouldn't be happy.
Three long months, and a lot has changed, and then so little has at the same time. Three months since Jacob disappeared, three months I sat here worrying whether I was loosing my mind for having hope, three months it felt like forever, and yet I could still see the pain, the sadness and hurt in Jakes eyes like it was yesterday, he had heard I was engaged to Edward I blamed my self for his so called death, I didn't believe he was dead. I still had hope.
I knew he had left his necklace at my window for me to know he was ok. Edward came home the day I found it. He said I was crazy that it could have been there for who knows how long. I remembered he had it on the day he supposedly died. The day we had got in the fight, the day my life changed forever.
No one would listen to me.
'He could have come after the fight and left it.'
I was in my room the entire time waiting, with Edward he would have known he was there. Again no one listened to me. They said it was wishful thinking.
There was so many things that proved that he was gone. His ashes, his tattered burnt shorts, that fact there was no sign of him since. Why would he stay away this long make everyone worry about him. The biggest one of all, why cant the pack sense him, hear him at all.
I had no answers to any of them. All I had was a leather necklace with a wolf pendant that now hung around my neck. It gave me strength it gave me hope. I knew it was his, I could feel it. I saw him wearing the necklace the same day he disappeared. Jasper had told me that it could be anyone's necklace, I almost killed him with the anger that was coming from me.
Edward just went along with everything I said and told me he'd be here if I needed anything. He just didn't want to upset me anymore than I already was, I knew he didn't have any hope at all. Whether it was he didn't want hope, or just couldn't see the point, I didn't know. The pack wanted hope, but they didn't believe it was possible. Quil and Embry were the only ones who would ask if I had found anything new out. My answer was the same, I never found anything new, except the day I found his necklace, that was the only clue I had, the only reason for hope.
Billy was the only one who had hope with me now. He would help me put up fliers, call around to different hospitals, and police stations. Charlie helped with that, he wanted to see Jacob back home safe and sound. I asked Edward if he really had any hope at all, he would always change the subject, so I always took it as a 'no Bella you're the only one crazy enough to still have hope' but he did it just for me, and Billy. I was beginning to think Billy's hope was diminishing. It has been so long and no word yet.
No one really thought I was right but they knew I had to have hope. They all listened to my theories, they all agreed that it was a possibility, but I knew they didn't believe, they didn't think it was possible after all this time, Jacob was just going to come walking into the house one day.
I had to believe, I had to hope. Without hope, we have nothing.
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