I believe whatever is in store for us will be for us.

Kanda ran for it, he had gotten home from school at his 17th birthday and when his father heard him he had gotten out to the hallway and locked the door before he had gripped him and slammed him against the wall while trying to force his mouth open with his tongue.

He had managed to get free, but couldn't hide inside the house, as he ran he heard his father, always right behind him, he ran up the stairs to his room to hide, but didn't manage to get there, and by accident tripped so his father tripped as well, before his father got up Kanda got up and ran back to the stairs.

When he jumped the last steps down the stairs he heard a breaking noise from his leg, but he couldn't stop now he ran for the door and managed to get it opened and run outside before closing it and locking the door while pushing it shut again. He flipped open his phone and dialled the number for his mum who lived in London, but as she picked up his father got the door open and everything she heard was his father screaming to him and asking him how he dared to call anyone.

His father hung up his phone and dragged him in.

"Yuu-chan, how stupid of you." His father smirked to him. "I was gona go easy on you, but since you called her, I guess I'll have to punish you."

Kanda looked up, his eyes showing a bit of his emotions; he was scared, Yuu Kanda was scared. His father tried to drag him to his room but ended up carrying Kanda who was fighting against him with all he had.

"Let me go!" he slammed his hand into his father's back as hard as he could and tried to kick him, to no avail.

When they came to his room his father all but threw him at the bed and grabbed his hands before tying them to the head board with a leather strap.

"Now, now, Yuu-chan. This will probably be the last you see of me for a while, shouldn't you treat me better then?" he saw his father smirking.

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Kanda looked up into the ceiling, wanting to wake up and realise it was all just a dream, but as he tried to move and screamed out in pain yet again, not a single tear leaving his eyes, he knew it wasn't a dream, he felt his father move a bow him and tried to strangle a cry when his father entered him, it felt like he was torn in two, and he felt the blood run down his inner tight when his father turned him over so he was on his stomach with his father inside him.

He felt disgusted with himself, he felt like he would rather die there, and never see anyone in the eyes again, to never think about the devil of a father he had, what wouldn't he give for that.

His father smirked over him.

"Now Yuu-chan, time for your punishment." His father got something from the night stand, and got out of him.

Kanda sighed as he's body relaxed, but it didn't last for long as his father used what he had picked up from the night stand and Kanda cried out in pain as he felt the skin on his back splitting up.

When his father laid the whip down Kanda could see his blood dripping down from it.

"What did I do to deserve this?" He whispered to himself as his father got back to pleasuring himself with his unwillingly help.

When his father got what he wanted he left Kanda and after all the pain Kanda couldn't even move, after keeping himself awake for around a hour he passed out of the pain and blood loos.

When someone finally came to the house the only living person left was Kanda lying tied to his bed naked with blood and cum all over him and the sheets while his body shivered in pain.

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One week later Kanda walked out the hospital doors and to the train station to take the train to the airport. He didn't say a word to anyone, just did as he was told to do to get to his mum.

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As he sat on the train to London a redhead walked up to him.

"Is this seat free? I can't find anywhere ells to sit." Kanda just looked up at the newcomer. He couldn't understand a word, after all he had never learned English in the samurai school his mother got him into before his father scared her away and took the responsibility of him. As he turned his head to look out the window the red head sat down and grinned to him before he started talking and did that none stop until Kanda had to get off the train.

As Kanda stood up he looked at the red head. And uttered "wakarimasen eigo, baka." (1)

The red head looked up at him and grinned before he stood up and bowed. "Lavi desu." (2)

Kanda couldn't do anything but stare at the red head in shock and hatred.

And when Lavi followed him off the train he cursed inwardly, and as Lavi followed him when he started walking he tried to ignore him.

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Finally Kanda reached his mothers home and knocked before walking inside, he just missed Lavi waiving to him and walking down the street to a smaller house.

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(Kanda and his mother are talking Japanese, but I didn't translate what they say, because it is harder to read for most that way, just keep that in mind.)

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Kanda walked slowly into the hallway and put his bag down, he hadn't been to his mothers place in around four years and he just talked to her some hours each month.

As he took of his shoes and put them to the side he heard someone com out to the hallway.

"Yuu-kun?" His mother appeared and as she saw him she moved over and hugged him.

"I was so worried when you called and didn't answer me, and when I heard your that monster of a man I knew that you were home, I'm so sorry I didn't call the police before." She sat down in front of Kanda.

"I'm a horrible mother." As she bowed her head Kanda didn't know what to do.

"Oka-san, I…" Kanda sat down on his knees in front of his mother and brushed some of her hair behind her ear as he searched for words.

"You couldn't have done anything, he just…he would have done it anyways." He paused.

"I don't know how much time it took from he got away to the police came, but it must have been a while, I definitely didn't blame you, never." As Kanda stood up he felt the pain go up his back and sat down again.

"Oka-san, could I please take a bath? I've travelled for over a day now."

His mother got up and nodded as she helped him up.

"Hai, Yuu-kun." She followed Kanda down the hallway to a big bathroom and got a towel for him before leaving him to himself. As she left he let himself sit down on the floor and made a strangled cry, he never took the pain killers he got from the doctor, pain killers wouldn't help anyways, and when it stopped working it would feel a thousand times worse.

He looked in front of him to the floor where it was a big bathtub made into the floor. And he smiled as he started to undress and made another strangled sound when he got into the warm water and started to wash himself, soap making the wounds that weren't fully healed hurt.

But finally he was home, safe from all the nightmares' he had almost gotten used to. He was free.

"I believe whatever is in store for us will be for us, ne, Oka-sama?" he smiled to himself before getting up of the bath tube.

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Wakarimasen eigo, baka = I don't understand English, idiot

Lavi desu = I'm Lavi

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