Hello everyone! I am the new member of FanFiction Family ^^ This is my first story so please give me some advice to improve my writing. Since I am not an English native speaker my grammar sucks (*^^*) So about the story, I always think everyone had their own story after 'In Charm's Way' but when I eagerly wanted to read stories about it, there weren't much so I was a bit disappointed. This is a story about how Gwen tries so hard to keep her promise about letting him down and tries to hide her true feelings to don't make Kevin upset. Gwen seems a calm character and she cares about Kevin a lot... so there is the story ^^
Disclaimer: I don't own anything but the plot of the story.
"and I still try to help him…" Gwen was finally in her room after a very long walk to her house after she left the beach. She was sitting on the floor and looking through the spell books –a thousands of them, literally. Her room filled with ancient boks after the accident. Even her bed has 50 books or so on it. Speaking of her bed, when was the last time she sleep? During the lunch time? Or was it in the schoolbus? She teleported herself nearly everywhere around the world to get some spell books. She even asked her grandma to send some and all of it took a lot from her. She was so tired, sleepy, depressed and a little hopeless but today she was just hurt. Not angry but hurt. HE FREAKING CHEATED ON HER! How come she not be angry? She has all rights to be angry with him but all she felt was hurt. And then it her like a bullet. She was searching for him to be happy again. That was the reason why she wasn't angry with him. He was so sad and misarable after the accident. She didn't tell him she was looking for a cure because she didn't want to give him a hope on nothing solid. She told him she was angry with him because she couldn't say she was hurt. Since he was already upset, she didn't want his mood to get more gloomy. All the things she did for him weren't because she wanted a return from him but at least she expected him to trust her or come talk to her if something is up. She sighed and turned the page in desperation. She know she was still Gwendolyn Tennyson and she will definetely going to keep her promise to Kevin: She will not leave him alone. "I am not going to let him down whether he be my boyfriend or not." It seems like she will act like nothing happened. She will probably put a fake smile that can't hide the hurt in her eyes but at least she will try it tomorrow. She turned to mirror and looked at her reflection. "Come on Gwen! You can do better than that" She apperantly didn't satisfy with her smile. She sighed at her reflection. "At least I deserve an apologize, right?" She just wanted to know if he thought she is worthy enough to let him now he didn't mean what he said earlier. Or maybe she just want an apologize for lessen the pain in her left side. Maybe to fix her broken pride. Sehe didn't know anything anymore. She didn't want to know. One thing she knew was she know she is doing all of this for Kevin's own good, it doesn't matter to her if Kevin knows it or not. At least not anymore…
A quiet knock on her window interrupted her thoughts. She tensed at the moment. She knew who was it but unlike the other times she didn't really be happy about it. She walked towards the window and before opening it, she took a deep breath.
I hope you guys like the story! Please let me know how you find it. Thank you^^
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