first iCarly fanfic and first as well don't judge me

Dear Diary,

Last night Spencer came into my room and did it again. He's been doing it since Mom died and Dad being in the war, it really hurts. I wish he'd stop but, he won't. Everytime I go to sleep I wonder, would he do it again?

CARLY.

Suddenly a door opened, it was Spencer. He was drunk. She knew what was going to happen...