Some bbxrea I will maybe make another from Beast Boy's pov but for now i give you this. hope you guys like it wrote it late at night or early in the morning depending on what you consider morning
Disclaimer I don't own Teen Titans
Raven's POV
I felt it every time we fought. I felt how each insult I said hurt him, yet he would never show it. He hid his feelings behind a mask of false confidence, to the observer it would appear as if every insult was nothing to him. He would smile and crack a joke to hide his feelings, and it worked for her friends after they can only see what he showed.
I however could feel it and at first it fascinated me, I wanted nothing more than to break his mask, but it never happened he refused to break his mask in front of them. She could feel his pain at times, late at night his self loathing, hate, and sorrow would reach her in the solace of her room, yet everyday he would walk around as if nothing happened as if he didn't have a breakdown that night.
I never confronted him about it after all what could I say, after some time I ignored it and paid no mind to it. Then I fell for him and that's when I noticed it again or more specifically are first fight as a couple. I thought that he still wore his mask because we where fighting in front of the others so I didn't think much of it. Then It happened again and again and most of those fights happened in the solitary of their room and it infuriated me beyond belief that I picked fights over nothing just wanting him to break, to trust me and show me what he lets no other see, to share his pain with me after all it was only fair since he is the one I look for when I need strength it's only right for him to come to me and not look those feelings inside just to release them in the comfort of his own company.
He told me not to hide my feelings yet hes the one hiding now and all I want to know is.
Why?