Hello!
I don't really know if someone has written something with this song, so if there is I'm sorry.
I thought it could be nice if Arthur came back to stay with Merlin, and be all cute and happy together, you know I hope you like the idea as much as me.
Sorry for the grammar and orthographic mistakes I'm working in that.
First Merlin history. Enjoy! And don't forget to review
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So many times they've been apart. So many times Merlin wanted Arthur to stay with him, to tell him not to leave him, because he was afraid of anything that could harm his King.
Especially that time which was in Merlin's memory like if someone's written it there with fire.
That time when Arthur was really dying, because of Mordred, because of Morgana.
"Stay Arthur, stay with me. Live a little longer, could you?" He'd wanted to say then.
But Arthur was dead already. Merlin couldn't do anything but cry.
A hundred years after, Merlin still remembers like if it had happened yesterday and it hurt the same way.
And like every time he visited the Avalon lake, he felt that weight on his chest, the weight of the things he couldn`t tell to Arthur. All the feelings, he never had the chance to confess. His feelings for him, he well knew that the King was happily married, but still his feelings for him refused to leave
He has been waiting for the right time to tell him how he felt, he had tried to tell him that he need him, but certainly he hadn't done it in time. Because Arthur was gone.
"He will return, he will return to me" Merlin thought that for himself very often, and he imagined the King coming back raising from the lake, and Merlin would run towards him and hugged him, and his daydream would be ruined by how Merlin couldn't find the words to confess to Arthur even with all those years thinking about it.
-Why don't you come back soon, you prat? - Merlin said, like speaking with Arthur moving his head in direction to the lake, closing his eyes. –It maybe could be easier if you were here- he stayed with his eyes closed for a good while until he spoke again. –I will be waiting for you to come back, you know? It's just that… I don't know. You could hurry a bit, couldn't you?
-I've done everything to hurry. You know, Merlin.