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"Taintless"

A Gravitation story of a forbidden love!

Shuichi closed his eyes quickly expecting a blow to the head, but instead opened a single eye to look up at the unexpected scene. Tohma Seguchi stood, his back before him, and Yuki's fist directly in his chest. The older blond collapsed, coughing up a bit of blood, as he held his sides, purely in pain.

"Tohma. You of all people should know not to stand in my way." The novelist growled walking around the fallen angel to the other player and kneeling before the shivering vocalist. "And you, damn brat! Dare betray me!?" He scowled, lifting Shu's chin between his fingers roughly. He brought the younger boy closer to kiss him roughly, forcing his tongue into Shuichi's mouth.

The young child tried to protest, but was only met by Yuki's cold hands encircling his neck, cutting off the little air he had.

It only took a few seconds before Yuki was drug back by the older blond, roughly. "Don't you dare harm him, Eiri. He is your toy no longer." Tohma growled from behind, trying to ignore the blows to his chest and stomach from Yuki's shoulders flying back on him. "S-Shindo-san…get out, now!" he coughed, watching the small vocalist scamper into the hallway and hearing a door close from the same direction.

"Tohma-san…" he whimpered, pleading that he would be ok.

Shu's POV

A few moments passed before I heard a knock at the door and thought of the only two things it could be. One being Tohma, the other, Yuki ready to rip me heart directly from my chest. I got up slowly, but realized my legs denied me the access to walk when I fell to my knees with a following thud.

A few moments later, Tohma was in front of me, looking into me hurtful eyes as his own filled with pain. I realized, he was here and I smiled inwardly, knowing it might just be ok. He kneeled down and took my chin in his fingers, much lighter then when Yuki had done so.

"Shuichi-san…I am so sorry. I didn't think Eiri would act against you in such a manor." He spoke softly to me. I wanted to say something, but it seemed my voice had been scared. Tohma took a small sigh and smiled weakly. "Yuki…" He paused, "Is gone. You don't have to worry."

I smiled softly while my body continued to shake slightly. I let a few tears run down my cheeks though unsure of their meaning. The sadness and loss of Yuki? Or the fast that I had Tohma? I really didn't know…

End of Shu's POV

Tohma kneeled down before the younger vocalist and caressed his cheek gently. "Shuichi, I am dearly sorry." He said as his hand paused, just allowing the other to rest in his palm.

Shuichi whimpered softly, both his heart and body burning. His heart burned for the love that was fading and far too quickly reappearing in a completely different form; his body ached, for the abuse that rained down on him constantly and came to a sudden halt.

"T-Tohma…"

The older keyboardist pressed his finger to the vocalist's lips to keep him from speaking. "Rest, Shindo-san." He said softly as he pulled his finger back and pulled the younger youth onto his lap.

Shuichi cried softly as he hurled up in a tight ball, lying in Tohma's lap, his eyes closed tightly. "Don't say sorry…" He spoke gently. "It's my fault for-" he cut himself off, unable to speak the words he wished to.

Tohma's eyes filled with sorrow, knowing exactly how the younger child felt. "It's ok…I understand." He said as he held back his own tears.

Shuichi slowly shifted his gaze to meet Tohma's eyes. How badly he wanted to tell the other how he felt, but was so scared of being hurt; yet again.

Tohma smiled weakly down onto the other one as he wiped his tears from his eyes then slowly his own.

"Shuichi. I love you." He said under his breath, trying his best to encourage the other boy to talk more openly to him.

Shuichi's eyes filled with tears as he herd the president of NG speak such soft words to him, but it was so hard to believe that he, a married man felt feelings for his brother in law's so called lover.

"Tohma…I-" He paused. He knew it would never work even if his love was returned. He curled up in more, diverting his eyes from the other's. "I love you…" He cried and whimpered, tears staining his pale cheeks. "Don't ever love me…unless it's to the fullest." He choked out. He would never allow himself to be loved if he knew it would not last.

Tohma gave the young vocalist a hug and rubbed his back comfortingly, wanting the other to trust him. "Shindo-san, dear Shu. I will not harm you." He whispered in his ear, protectively.

Shuichi shook his head in disbelief. "You cant! You're married, and love that damn novelist!!"

Tohma's face filled with even more sorrow. "Dear Shu…Mika has abandoned me for my money, and Yuki has harmed my best employee, loosing my trust. I'm here for you if you want me to be."

"No! Please!!" The vocalist cried out, his hands clenching Tohma's clothing. "I don't want to be alone again!" His violet eyes were now tinted red and as sore as his heart, the tears burning his skin.

"Calm down, Shindo-san. I told you, I'll be here for you, if that is what you ask for." He reassured the younger one. "I won't ever abandon you."

"Tohma…I can't believe you…I won't trust anyone but myself, if I…can…even trust that…"

"S-Shindo-san, isn't that a bit rash?" the keyboardist asked "Do you have a reason not to trust me? I'm assured you don't."

Shuichi wiped his tears away and gazed at the other. Tohma was right. He had no reason not to trust him. "………"

Tohma pulled the other boy into his arms and stood up slowly, holding him bridal style. "I don't understand you." He said softly, walking over to the bed, lying him down gently, not really wanting to let go of the young youth.

Shuichi's weak hands gripped at Tohma's sleeve, that was already ripped due to the earlier fight. "Shu…" he spoke softly as he gazed down at the other, regretfully. He moved his hand and entwined his fingers gently with the others. "Shindo-san. I really am sorry." He said softly, his fingers playing with the vocalist's. For allowing Eiri to harm you so."

The younger boy looked up at the other, sleep in his eyes. "Se-Seguchi-san." He said, his voice slowly returning, though hoarse. He crawled over and lied closer to the president, rubbing his own cheek against the face of Tohma's hand.

"Shindo-san…" Tohma said softly as he pulled his hand back and moved it to run his fingers through the boy's pink soft hair slowly. "You should apologize for being so irresistible." He purred softly, his hand moving to caress his cheek. "But I guess it can't be helped."

Shuichi was in no mood to hold a conversation with anyone. He closed his eyes and sighed as he realized he was crying once again. He nuzzled into Tohma's chest, hiding his newly born tears.

Tohma blinked, holding the other boy, his hand still entwined with the other's. "Shu, please don't cry. It doesn't suit you well at all…." He said gently, his other hand around the skinny waist.

Shuichi whimpered, only wanting one thing, surely not going to get it unless he acted. He slowly back off a few inches before wiping away his tears and leaning up, locking his lips with Tohma's, catching him off guard.

The older boy looked at the other, surprised and unable to react. His eyes softened as he held Shu firmly in his lap.

Shuichi kissed the older boy roughly, giving it his all so it would be good, at least while it lasted. He moaned softly, licking across his bosses lower lip, sliding his wet tongue into Tohma's hot mouth, as his teeth nipped softly on the flesh of Tohma's upper lip.

The younger youth continued to kiss him forcefully, not allowing Tohma to ever break the kiss. He cried out slightly, pushing Tohma on his back, laying on top of him, each leg placed on each side of the blonds body.

Shuichi pulled back and looked into the eye of the older, apologetically. "Tohma, I-I'm so sorry. I just-" Shuichi blinked as he felt himself being thrown back and being pinned down roughly by the other.

"No more talk, Shindo-san." Tohma Seguchi said with a slight hint of punishment in his voice.