This is a story of Sesshomaru and Rin, but she is much older, 18, and Rin must decide whether to stay by her lords side as a human, or to use the special power of the tensaiga to make her live forever as his mate.
"Stop it!!" Rin screeched, as Jaken tried to untie he dress, innocently (albeit annoyingly) trying to find the wound which was gushing blood down her leg. Being a demon, he didn't know of a woman's menstrual cycle. And Rin was getting it for the first time. Jaken continued his assault on the girls till she ran away, crying. Sesshomaru, who knew little, but more than Jaken on the situation, promptly kicked him across the clearing, ordering him to go to the closest human village and ask the women in it for all supplies that would be needed for a young girl in heat. The toad went, although begrudgingly.
Sesshomaru caught up the young Rin easily, catching her by the arm and picking her up in his arms, as he hadn't done since she was a child, since now she knew not to get into such trouble that she couldn't take care of herself. He then brought her to a hot spring nearby, her crying all the way. (I know what your thinking but the lemon isn't coming yet. Just an R&R scene) he then sat her near the edge of the pool and began to remove her dress, her not resisting but when he got to her under layer, saying only this:
"please no, im unfit for you eyes my lord" she said sadly. Sesshomaru pulled her closer in his embrace.
"This Sesshomaru will decide what is and is not fit for his eyes" he said gently, taking the rest of her clothes off and placing her gently beside him in the hot springs, he had already removed all but an underwear-like cloth wrapped around his legs and between them. He grabbed a cloth he had brought and began to clean the blood from her legs, while she kept them closed as tightly as she could. When he got to the end of where he could clean, he began to pry them open, sighing when she resisted. "Open up, Rin. I need to clean you, and I don't want you doing it yourself in case it really is a wound. I will not do anything that you do not wish. You know that I respect your wishes" he said, rubbing her outer thigh softly, gently, trying to calm her. He smelt her fear.
"My Lord, what have I done wrong? Why am I bleeding? Will I have to leave you?" she asked all in one breath, letting her legs open in the process. She then blushed at her questions, then turned even more red when she noticed he was rubbing her inner thighs with the cloth gently, removing the dark liquid.
When he got to the source of the blood, he started to part her lips gently, to examine her for a wound. Rin, inexperienced in anything and everything of this sort, gasped slightly.
Once Sesshomaru was satisfied that she was not hurt, and was, indeed, going through the passage to womanhood, he finished cleaning her in that area. He finished cleaning the rest of her body, then sat her on a rock. He then took a thick piece of cloth, layered it, and gave it to her.
"Put this in the bottom of your panties" he said monotonously. He then turned away and began to wash himself while she got dressed.
"My Lord, why do I need this? Am I going to continue to bleed? Why doesn't it hurt? " Rin asked, on the verge of more tears.
"Yes Rin. But it won't hurt where it bleeds from. Only in your stomach."
"But, my stomach has been hurting lately... it didn't bleed before..." Rin pointed out
"It was getting ready to bleed. I will explain it all after my bath. In the mean time go find herbs that are painkilling, in case you will need them. I believe I've taught you about ones you can find in this region." Sesshomaru said, turning his back on her again. "Wait for me at the camp once you've found them" Sesshomaru finished, dismissing her.
Rin found the herb and had returned to the camp to find Sesshomaru telling Jaken to go to the castle and wait there for 5 days until "it" was over. Rin didn't know what "it" was but she had a feeling it had something to do with her mysterious bleeding.
Rin came into the clearing just as Jaken was leaving. Sesshomaru beckoned her over, then patted his lap for her to sit on when she got close.
"Did you find the herb, My Rin?" he asked casually, though this was not an endearment she was used to. She only nodded , eyes wide, at her master. "Good" he said shortly, wrapping his arms lazily around her. "We need to talk" he began, but Rin cut him off.
"Sesshomaru, am I being punished for something I have done to displease you?" Rin asked, again in one breath, which she held until Sesshomaru looked at her with caring eyes and wiped the hair away from her face and behind her ear.
"No Rin, you have done nothing to displease me as a ward. This is not a punishment. This a natural occurrence with human females. I learned much about it from my father..." and he continued to explain the process of getting pregnant and giving birth. (Which I will not describe cause im waaaaaaaay too attention deficit to get into that)
"Oh..." was all Rin said at the end. Sesshomaru tugged her close so she was leaning against his furs, and she instantly nuzzled her perfect nose gently against them, something she used to do as a child, something he missed. He smiled to himself.
"Rin, there is something more I'd like to tell you. At the age you have reached, it would be proper for you to choose a mate, or husband. It is your choice whether or not to do this. But there is something I would like you to consider. I have recently discovered an amazing ability of the tensaiga, to be used only once. My mate, whomever I may choose it to be, and I will have the ability to live forever. I need only smear its blade with my blood and that of my mate. Also, coming with this would be complete immortal perfection, returning my arm and making me, and my mate, invincible. Because of this, it is no longer impossible for me to take a human wife. Now, due to our continuously being together, I thought it would be the most comfortable situation if you were to be my wife. I have your trust, your loyalty, and maybe someday, your love."
"My Lord, do you really wish me to be your wife?" Rin asked, delighted. Then, for some unknown reason (at least to the youkai) her face dropped, and tears welled in her eyes.
"Of course Rin, but do not be upset, you do not have to" he said, hiding his emotions completely. Inside he was confused, and a little hurt. He loved Rin, wanted her and only her as his mate, but she didn't want him.
"That's not it, My Lord, I would love to be your mate. But I fear I could not bear the pain of it..." she trailed off. Sesshomaru looked at her quizzically. She continued. "You, in your strength, are not weak enough to submit to a feeling such as love, and I feel it so strongly for you that if you do not return it I might die..." she gushed, breaking into a sob.
Sesshomaru quickly brought her closer in his strong arms. "My Rin, do not be afraid of such a thing, for your lord is weaker than you think. I love you with all my heart Rin. Please be my mate?" he said all of this, finishing with the question, with more feeling than he had ever used in his life.
Rin responded with a wide nod, a whispered "yes" and her face snuggling the fur that coated his chest, tears in her eyes yet again, but in happiness.
Sesshomaru then picked her up and laid her on her bedding, smelling that she was bleeding faster now and was in need of some new clothes, since the padding he had given her was insufficient. He undressed her quickly, then went to her small bag that she kept with her. He then pulled out new panties, and fashioned them with something in the sack that Jaken had brought back. After that, he grabbed another cloth, which he had wet with a basin of water that had been brought back from the hot springs.
Sesshomaru began to clean her thighs, as she parted them slowly this time, easily allowing him access. He rubbed her vag slowly, loving the sound of her moans. When she climaxed, he finished cleaning her. She just stared at him, knowing that she would know what had just happened to her soon. Once Sesshomaru finished washing her, he put her panties on and wrapped her in his fur. She had no other clothes.
Rin yawned and snuggled her body happily against the fur and then relaxed. Sesshomaru removed his armor and slipped under the cover next to her, naked from the waste up. He then pulled her into his embrace. She nuzzled his chest then looked up at him, questions in her chocolate eyes.
"My lord, could you tell me what you did to me? I've never had that happen to me before. I liked it though..." she trailed off, not knowing if it was bad to like such things.
"That was called an orgasm Rin. I'm glad you liked it, ill be giving you many, and if you'd like you may give me some as well. That will happen when we mate. But until then ill give you as many of those as you'd like." Sesshomaru replied. For some reason, he was very talkative tonight.
"Sesshomaru, I love you" Rin said quietly. Sesshomaru rubbed her back in response.
"I love you to, My Rin" he said, just as she fell asleep.