Dear Percy,

please - please don't freak out. When you're reading this, I've already bathed in the River Acheron, the River of Pain. There is no going back anymore, but I want it that way and a little more pain won't make a difference anymore, right?

Please don't feel guilty or anything, like you always do; don't cry or show any weakness towards my sister or everyone else. Please do me this one last favor because I'll never ask for anything more. This image of you smiling happily never left me and I don't want you to be sad and suffering, not because of me.

You must know that I don't blame you for Bianca's death anymore, even if you still seem to think that. But how could I?

I love you, Percy. Gods, I've loved you with all of my heart since we first met.

You were and still are my hero. I never said anything because I don't want your pity, none of it. I couldn't handle it. I'm from the last century; do you expect me to react so calmly about my feelings? Especially when they aren't returned.

You don't know how it hurts. You and Annabeth are perfect together.

But it hurts, Percy, it hurts so much, not even I can keep it inside. It tears me apart, it drowns me. And nobody saves me from drowning this time. Water also isn't really my element, like you probably know.

Please be kinder this time when you tell it Hazel. Remember last time you had to tell a kid about their sibling's death; it didn't end up very well, did it? Please laugh now. It would make me feel a lot better that I actually made you laugh one last time. Okay, now let's quit joking around. This is quite serious, I believe.

But Hazel's strong. She's so much stronger than me, just like Bianca was. Hades, why is everyone so much stronger than me? Look at me, such a coward, jumping into the Acheron because that geeky child of the Underworld can't handle it anymore.

I love you so, so much, Percy. I hope the Fates treat you kind. I hope you get all you ever wanted, and I wish you happiness, but above all this, I wish you love.

I was wrong. I'm asking you for another favor, yes, I'm begging you for forgiveness. Not understanding, but please, forgive me.

-Nico di Angelo

So… Hello! Oh my gods, this is really embarrassing, even on the Internet.

I'm just an awkward person, get over it :D Well, I hope I broke your hearts because I'd really like some company. I don't know what's up with me lately but I'm feeling so down and depressed, I just had to write some sad Percico to "cheer me up" ;)

Anyways, I wanted to say that English is not my first language, so I'm sorry about any mistakes I made (grammar, spelling, and single phrases) and I'm counting on you to correct me!

I'd really love some feedback, guys. Anything, I'm really happy when I get the message that somebody followed me etc.

Also, I do not own Percy Jackson or any of the characters in this series! I just made this for "fun". (And again! :D) Everything belongs to our dear Uncle Rick.

Thanks for reading this, hope you all have a lovely day!

-Oh, I forgot: Let's just pretend the almost very last sentences Nico wrote to Percy weren't used from the amazing Whitney Houston in her (in my opinion) most amazing song 'I will always love you". (which I found out, is a cover, but that doesn't make it any less great :D) I heard it again a while ago and thought it would be fitting. Maybe Nico could have just chosen that words without knowing that song because he never got to know it? I don't know. You can choose :

-Also, the River Acheron is the River of Pain, as Nico mentioned. I also had to look it up.