I realize this is very short ^^; It's just that I was inspired to do something short and sweet, something that would display the two's feelings in a more romantic way.
Why not a first date?
How do I look?
"I look horrible!" I said as I combed my hair up with my fingers. This is the reason I never wore my hair down.
"You look the same you do everyday Senpai. Why is today so special?" Tobi asked in that cute childish voice I've come to adore.
"Because today is our first date…" The words felt weird as they left mouth. Yes. Today is indeed my first date with Tobi. I was so worried about how I looked because I wanted him to remember the way I looked on this beautiful day. I wanted to be apart of the beauty. Apart of the elegant masterpiece Tobi seemed to paint in the wake of his everyday life. "I want you to be able to look at me and think 'He looks beautiful' and then hold me closely to your heart, gently whispering 'I love you'."
"But I can do that the way you are now Deidara-senpai." He said wrapping his strong arms around my waist. "And I really do love you Senpai…" Tobi whispered as he tenderly caressed my face.
The sincerity in voice made my eyes fill with fears. His beautiful voice, I always longed to hear more. Why did he make me so emotional? I've always wanted to her the words 'I love you' pass his lips… What's wrong with me!?I realized I had never once stopped to consider whether I love him! I love him… don't I? The thoughts echoed in my head. "Do I love him…?" I hadn't noticed I said it out loud, my mind was too riddled with questions.
"Do you love me back?" He asked. He almost sounded hurt to hear me asking myself that question. "Do you love Tobi?"Then, almost as if a bolt of lightening had stuck me, the answer came. "I do Tobi." I turned to face him. "I love everything about you." I pulled up his a bit just so I could his lips, I was going to respect his privacy. I felt him jerk back a little, almost as if he was unsure of what I was doing. "I will always love you…" I paused. "So you don't mind what I look like on our date?"
I saw his mouth curve into a sweet smile. "I'll love you no matter what you look like. You're beautiful just the way you are."And with those last sweet words our lips locked in our first kiss, my first kiss. The first kiss I ever had. It felt like the world had stopped and it was just us, alone, separated from the rest of the world. I loved the feeling. I will forever treasure it.
The kiss I received from the man I loved. The kiss I received from the man who loved me… even if I did look like a girl.