Got this idea from a song obviously and this is my first yaoi lemon story so be kind... / not much else to say so please just begin to read...
Summary: Kisshu, who has had his heart broken many times over, finally thinks he can have the one he loves. Only this one might be harder to convince then Ichigo. Pai is confused and doesn't know what he wants. Maybe Kish could help him in ways he never expected.
Couple: PaixKisshu
Inspiration: "Jet boy, Jet girl" –The damned
Title: Jet Boy, Jet girl
Chapter: 1, The heart wants what it wants
"Can you tell what's on my mind
She's with him it's driving me wild
I'd like to hit him on the head until he's dead
The sight of blood is such a high
Ooooohhhh
He gives me head"
I first time I saw Pai and Tart was for our job, but, with how desperate our people were for our old home, we started training when we where 13 years old. So, it's safe to say I know everything about them, right down to their family.
Our relationship was friendly enough, me and Tart got alone awesomely, even when we fought. The guy made me the happiest when he was hyper; he brought out the child in me, like my little brother. Pai was like the older one who watched over us, though.
He didn't get to friendly with me however. He liked to keep his distance, spending most of his time away from us until we had to stay on the ship. Even then, He didn't spend as much time with me as Tart did. I actually think he spends more time with Tart then he does with me…
The Fucker!
Wait why am I letting this get to me now? I think I need to get outta the ship. I had been locked in my room all day and as I opened the door to walk out, I found Pai standing there beginning to knock.
"Hey, whaddya want?"
"Please refrain from using 3 words in your own jumbled mess to create one." Pai said rolling his eyes. "I came down here to talk to you about something."
"Yeah? What?" I asked and moved aside to allow Pai past me.
"Something has been bothering me." He began and I sat on m bed, allowing him to continue. "It seems to me that I am having certain feelings that… to be frank, does not seem logical."
"… Okay wait, what feelings?" I asked. My heart suddenly began to pound and my palms felt clammy.
"Does it make sense if when I think about someone my heart beat begins to sped up?"
My mouth felt dry.
"In addition, I cannot stop thinking about them. I find my face crimson when I look into the mirror and… I imagine… what it would be like… to…"
All I could think of that moment was what it would be like to fuck Pai. What are you thinking man? IT'S PAI!
"…Kiss them…"
Kiss me, pai! … Did I just think that?
"Well… well, yeah! It's totally normal! It means you're in love! You should tell them as soon as possible!" I found myself blurting out. My mind cold only think of throwing him down, startling his hips and…
"I… do… suppose you right." Pai said slowly, my eyes trained on his lips. I knew I'd nibble on them, slowly running my tongue along his lip as it swept into his mouth. I'd make him forget everything but my name and… "But what if they were your enemy?"
My train of thought stopped. "What?"
"The… purple… mew… I find myself enamored with her…"
"…Oh!" my eyes widened. "Um… y-yeah… tell her. Hey! igottagosowhydon'tyouenjoythatplanandI'lltalktoyoulaterbye!" I quickly teleported away smacking my head against my hand. Where the fuck did those thoughts come from? All I could think about was throwing him down and making him say my name over and over and over…
I think I drooled on my shirt… fuck… Okay! I'm not gay, not at all! Where's Koneko-chan! Teasing her will take my mind off it.
I teleported to her house and gently flew to her window, landing on the branch that faced her window. I peered inside slowly and found her with Masaya, books in front of them, like a casual, happy study date.
…Why am I even here? I thought to myself. She doesn't want me here. Am I here just to look at what I'm missing? What's the point?
My chest ached in my chest. Pai was after the purple mew, Koneko-chan had Aoyama, even Tart had that hyper yellow mew… what do I have? No one wants me, do they? I felt my chest ache again, a throb that spread threw out my person, pain ebbing away at my body.
I'll be alone wont I? I leaned back into the tree and could only think of Pai with that purple mew. What if he does tell her? What if she wants him too? What if they fuck?
The thought made me cringe.
Why did it make me so disgusted? Fuck… I… I like Pai don't I? I teleported away from Koneko's house and reappeared at the park. It seemed like the few milliseconds where I was no where before I was at my destination when I teleported was pure bliss. Like the world didn't exist. I heard of love like that… why couldn't I have it?
What if Pai made me feel like that? What if he loved me and we could be together… Yeah… keep dreaming, Kish.
Well, what do you think? Please R&R