I guess you really did it this time
Left yourself in your warpath
Lost your balance on a tightrope
Lost your mind tryin' to get it back
All I wanted to do was save her! Is that so wrong? Damon pulled his arm back before throwing it forward with all his strength releasing the crystal glass that was in his hand. There was a satisfying crash as it hit the wall. Yet, it didn't make him feel any better.
She'll never forgive you, you know. Elijah's words rung through his ears as he realized they were so very true. With the sudden realization came a wave of guilt and pain so strong that his legs could no longer carry him. He sunk to the floor, laying his head against the wall behind him. His legs were bent and his hands rested idly on his knees. He finally had his breakdown.
The tears were quickly blurring his vision as he tried to get a hold on himself.
Damn it! Why did I have to act so stupid to the one person I truly care about? He thought to himself with a loud sigh as the tears overflowed. Why does every fucking thing I do hurt her?
He couldn't sit still. He was going crazy just sitting there waiting for nothing, so Damon did what he always has, he poured a new glass of scotch and swallowed it quickly.
He paced the room going out of his mind as he walked back and forth, back and forth, back and forth.
His every thought lingered on how truly sorry he was. He's sorry for not protecting her. He's sorry for forcing her to drink his blood. He's sorry for trying to make decisions for her…but he was trying to do what he felt was right for Elena. Doesn't that count for anything?
So this is just a songfic. It will follow the story line for Taylor Swift's "Innocent"
I will most likely update every other day, if not every single day(Just short little chapters like this one)
It's not some real huge story line... I just thought this song is amazing for Damon!
Hope you like it-Review if you want me to continue please!