Hello there reader, just so you know, the song and the title belong to Kesha Sebert( Ke$ha). Lavender Brown and Ron Weasly belong to J.K Rowling. ( Do I have to do the disclaimer every time?)

Here we go, welcome to my funeral

Without you I don't even have a pulse

All alone it's dark and cold

With every move I die

I thought he really loved me. I thought he cared. All my knowledge about Ron Weasly was wiped out when I realized that he'd lied to me.

Here I go, this is my confession, oh

A lost cause, nobody can save my soul

I am so delusional

With every move I die

When you really love somebody, you tend to get a bit naïve. You think that things will be like this forever and that you'll end up marrying him someday. I ended up getting my heart ripped out. Literally.

I have destroyed our its gone

Payback is sick its all my fault

Refrain:

I'm dancing with tears in my eyes

Just fighting to get through the night

I'm losing it ( losing it) x3

With every move I die

I'm faded, I'm broken inside

I've wasted the love of my life

I'm losing it ( losing it) x3

With every move I die

Maybe it my fault, maybe I got too intimate and he decided that he would be better off with Hermione.

I can't bear seeing him with his new girlfriend where I should be. My heart and my mind can't take the pressure as I lay in my dorm bunk listening to my friends' steady breathing. They weren't betrayed like I was.

When did I become such a hypocrite

Double life, lies that you that you caught me in

Trust me I'm paying for it

With every move I die

On the floor I'm just a zombie

Who I am is not who I wanna be

I'm such a tragedy

With every move I die

I slowly squeeze the air out of my pillow, like I want to do with Ron for dumping me, to slowly drain

the life out of him. No, its more like what's happening to me. No wonder Muggle "doctors" say that the heart is an essential organ. Without it you'll die. The slow and painful way.

Refrain

This is it and now you're really gone this time

Never once thought I'd be in pieces left behind

Refrain

Now I have to begin a longer journey: that of forgetting that I'd ever kissed a boy named Ronald Weasly who loved a girl named Hermione Granger.

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