Disclaimer: Naruto and the rest of the cast are not mind.
Warnings: actually nothing harsh..
Summary: Let's peep....see more of Sakura's feeling if she had gotten be so tired of being rejected. Sakura X Sasuke
Breakdown: Sakura's Diary
Dear Diary:
Sasuke called yesterday, you know what? He just basically asked me if I were O.K. he was just acting pretty caring but I know he's just not in love. So at once I faked him that I'm feeling similarly and just to led him believe that I was O.K. Merely just to ambled away from that one thing that's stubborn and blessed to me. Well I supposed I'm trying my best to be nonchalant about that thingy I will risk my life to go to tremendous situation just to proved I would be fine without him!!! But, the truth I'm really slowly bringing my mind up the rear beneath the guise of a grin progressively killing me inside. Naruto asked me what I feel of course, I lied believably 'coz I don't wanna show him that I'm suffering. After that, I really wear my disguise 'till I write this but now I wanna turn out the lights and to breakdown and cry.
I you were me my diary, what would you do if an important person you're dedicated to, all of a sudden just stops loving you and it seems they're clueless of the twinge of rejection is settin' you? I think it's a wrong question isn't it? At the first place, Sasuke really hadn't loved me, but just for this moment, lemme just imagine that he loved me. Do you cling to your smugness or just lash out and yell "How dare you!!! Leaving me this way!!!" . Will you hold on in vain as they just slithering away? I dunno no! and you dunno probably as well, am I right? But I know it'll just break me down if I let it to conquer me! As days pass, crucial situation wracking my mind and trying to break me down! Sakura, hey my inner me, forget about it, just forget it. But still can't getaway from it, I have been feelin' you Sasuke just breaking me down, Stressing me, kicking me around...making me cry out and become a freak. I better piss out, get out and let me release my stress. I Don't wanna miss a thing and I would ever wanna feel no pain. I hope for the brighter sun but still ..but still rain all that came? I wanna keep on me and when I feel the pressure's on but now..I promise 'Sakura' won't fall ..I wanna end it here and tomorrow is just the start of my new beginning!!! I swear!!!
All new,
Sakura