Suffocate
Summary: Because he can't breathe when he talks to him. He can't breathe when he touches him. He suffocates when he's away from him, so much love he takes from him. He's going out of his mind. [GrimmxIchi Drabble.
A/N: A shonen-ai drabble based on the song Suffocate by J.Holiday. I was bored and I wanted to write something GrimmxIchi for the first time so it's not exactly the best. Enjoy.
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"Hey…" Grimmjow started softly as nuzzled Ichigo's neck while he slowly glided his fingers over Ichigo's bare hips.
"Hmm?" the boy hummed, his body still tired from the nights earlier activities.
"I love you a lot… you know that?" He said, his breath tickling Ichigo's neck. Grimmjow's hand rested on Ichigo's waist and his thumb caressed the soft skin there.
Ichigo smiled softly as he moved a hand to rest at the small of Grimmjow's back. "I already know but it never hurts to hear it ten million times a day."
The Arrancar nuzzled closer to Ichigo's neck and smiled softly as well. "I love you so much that it hurts sometimes."
"I bet I can top that."
Grimmjow pulled back and propped himself up on his elbow to look down at Ichigo. "Oh really?" A small smirk tugged at his lips when Ichigo nodded.
"Yep. I bet I love you more."
Grimmjow chuckled. "How much more?"
"So much more…" Ichigo's smile dropped a little as he reached a hand to Grimmjow's face and caressed his cheek lovelingly as he spoke. "…so much that I can't breath. Like, when you talk to me or touch me, or when you leave. Its like, my heart just starts beating so fast and I can't breathe anymore. It's like I'm suffocating."
"Really?" Grimmjow's smile fell as well, taking Ichigo's words to heart. The orange haired boy nodded slowly as his light brown eyes looked into bright teal.
"Yeah…. I'm head over heals in love with you," Ichigo said then smiled brightly again. "It's the good kind of suffocating… you have so much of my love that I can't live without you. I can't breathe without you."
Grimmjow shifted slightly in the bed and rested his head on Ichigo's chest, taking one of Ichigo's hands in his own and holding it securely, and listening to Ichigo's steady breathing.
"I won't let you suffocate then," he said with a smile. He felt Ichigo's fingers combing through his hair tenderly and slowly. "What am I supposed to do if you die on me?"
Under him he heard Ichigo chuckle softly then the steady and shallow sound of Ichigo's slow breathing of sleep, something he never loved to hear until now.