All I can say is that I love him.
All he can say is that he loves me.
And yet fate makes me marry her, I am to be her betrothed. And I won't see him again. But for his safety, I'm willing to marry her. But he dies of an unknown sickness while I seed her children. I see them grow; I see my grandchildren. Then I die.. Then I'm sent to the after life, from there I'm sent to be reborn. Again, I meet him. Again I love him, and again he loves me. Again, fate separates us. This time; I kill myself. I'm sinful; so I become a demon. Again I meet him, again I love him. Again fate doesn't let us unite...
*??? pov*
I start off as a small child as always. "This again." I think to myself.
"Welcome to the world, my child." My new mother says to me, unfortunately she seems to be faking her happiness.
"Great... An abusive mother..." I think.
I'm just so tired of living.. Why must my beloved and I never unite, why must we be reborn? I never understood why my beloved and I were chosen. There are plenty of other people to choose from!
"Your name shall be...
Tsunayoshi..." my new mother says.
"This is your twin brother; Hiroyoshi.." my new mother shows me a sandy blonde haired boy.
"A... Twin brother?" I think horrified.
"Hiro-kun is our prince. He'll never know that you're his brother. And neither will you," my new mother tells me.
"Because you're his servant...
and you'll do anything he says," my new mother grins.
"Hashimoto Tsunayoshi, is what you'll be called." mother says.
"To you, I'm Sawada Nana. The mother of your younger twin, Hiro. Or better yet, the mother of your master." And that's how it started.
I was raised to be a butler.
I was told to call my little brother 'Sawada-sama'.
Mother and Father would be 'Mistress Sawada and Master Sawada'.
I take care of our little mansion.
I provide Sawada-sama with everything he needs.
If he tells me to wear a maid uniform; I will do it because his word is law.
And that's how it's destined to be.
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Phew! I finally wrote the 'prologue' for this. I hope you enjoyed!