My first G

My first G.A oneshot. Focused on Mikan & Natsume's relationship. I was inspired by Utada Hikaru's "Prisoner of Love" and a novel.

Disclaimer : I do not own Gakuen Alice


Synopsis : Mikan was reminiscing the memories she had with Natsume before he went away to a far place where she couldn't reach.


A girl was staring down at her window, smiling inwardly as she stared at the blossoming sakura tree.

Closing her eyes slowly, she began to remember.

The usual morning of hers which would always turned into a screaming, pillow fighting, and eventually the smashing of alarm clocks in her room.

Even so, he always treats her to Central Town without complain and he never forgets that she was always scared of being alone.

After a while, they have been looking at each other differently. As much as he and she wanted to push the issue away, it just can't be helped until this one fateful day, he happened to catch her falling down a tree in an angelic white dress which made his heart flutter.

It was sudden before he spoke that sentence.

"You, Mikan, have bewitched me, heart and soul" and she knew immediately that he was the one.

The kiss they shared under the tree was witnessed by everyone during the annual ball.

Everyone now knows that there was absolutely nothing that could break them apart.


They were inseparable and were known in school for being the 'it' partners. At the same time, people envied them for the bond they shared and feel for each other. Her heart was his and his was hers. They were connected by a force what a person would call as love.

But the nightmare was closing by and darkness began to seep into their glowing happiness.

On one cold night, Mikan was doing her usual routine missions but she felt like something was very much wrong. Natsume was suddenly in front of her and everything that happened pained her heart.

She didn't want remember anything as for what he did had stole her soul and the shine in her eyes.

He was killed right before her.

The shock plastered on her face and bewildered rage which she never felt before made her use that new Alice she never tried on anyone.

But he stopped her from murdering him.

"I don't want you to dirty your pretty hands," whispered the raven-haired teenager to her ears.


"I really miss you, koi," was the only thing that had been drowning into her for days.

As Sakura Mikan walked pass the Sakura tree which both of them loved so much, she glanced upright and jumped to his usual seat on the branch. She touched the texture of the tree softly and kissed it with her lips.

A tremor shook her as she remembered the picture of him and her together alone by the tree.

It was burning her like acid.

"This was where we kissed, ne, Natsume?" said the brunette girl all by herself. She smiled sadly when she took out the red rose from her pocket which resembled the color of his eyes.

Crimson red.

She would always remember about what he said before he blocked that Alice from her.

It was hard for not crying. But she promised.


"Hey Mikan. Keep this rose for me, will you?" was what he asked during his last minutes on her lap.

Mikan was crying her heart out.

She was clenching her hands on his body but ragged sorrow was swallowing her whole.

She couldn't breathe anymore. . .

My love for you dies when the last petal falls . . .

She was about to tell him the truth about her feelings but before she realized it, it was too late.

His body was then, gone through the flow of the wind.

"W-why did you leave?" sobbed Mikan all by herself.

The tears that she was holding fell down like the rain.

"Natsume,"

Stay with me . . .


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