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Chapter One
Something just isn't right
I walked over to the park, like you had told me…
I can feel it inside
The way you said it was what scared me, 'Ichigo, we need to talk.'
The
truth isn't far behind me
I walked into the clearing and gasped…
You can't deny
You
was talking to a girl, and were holding hands. I felt a pain in my
chest and I ran back home.
When I turn the lights out
It's
now time for bed, I turn off the lights and crawl in my bed.
When I close my eyes
I
closed my eyes and suddenly I remember, you weren't just nice, you
were always worried for me…
Reality overcomes me
Worried
I might find out… Tears threaten to spill from my eyes.
I'm living a lie
It
was all just a lie.
When
I'm alone
I curled up in a ball and thought about it.
I
feel so much better
I always felt more confident in myself around my friends: Retasu, Purin, Minto, Zakuro, Ryou, Keiichiro… even Kishu.
And when I'm around you
But
around you.
I don't feel
I always felt lost…
Together
I
couldn't find myself…
It
doesn't feel right at all
It was never right, I would have to strive to get your attention.
Together
I had forgotten who I was.
Together
we've built a wall
We kept secrets from each other, lied to each other…
Together
I lied to myself…
Holding
hand we'll fall
Now I realized, we never did really care for each other.
Hands we'll fall
Never once did I realize I was hurting people who really did love me.
This has gone on so long
I'm
going to break up with you…
I realize that I need
I
can't go on like this.
Something good to rely on
I
need someone to care.
Something for me
Someone
to care for me…
When I'm alone
I
think about the options…
I feel so much better
There's Ryou, he's a jerk, but can be really sweet…
And
when I'm around you
Or Kishu… Kishu was hurt constantly by my devotion to you…
I
don't feel
I realize how he strived for my heart, he tried to kill you… he was right you were just using me… I should have gone with him…
My
heart is broken
You broke my heart that day.
I'm lying here
And
as I lay in my bed,
My
thoughts are choking
I'm thinking about you
On
you, my dear
You,
On
you, my dear
The one who hurt me
On
you, my dear
When
I'm alone
I would rather be alone.
I feel so much better
'Cuz
it feels better,
And
when I'm around you
Then being with you.
I don't feel
'Cuz I wouldn't feel anything.
When
I'm alone
I can think about those I hurt and those I've helped.
I feel so much better
How to help my friends
And
when I'm around you
Unlike when I was around you.
I
don't feel
I didn't even care then.
When I'm around you
When I'm around you
Now
I know that wasn't love.
I
don't feel together, no
I don't feel together, no
I didn't even feel friendship.
When I'm around you
When I'm around you
I
feel lost around you.
I
don't feel together, no
I don't feel together
Like I wasn't together. You broke my heart… Masaya.
End of Chapter One
Me: Next Chapter is Purin