READ. THIS.

This idea came to my mind in P.E. I was playing this weird game on the field and I hadn't anything to actually use brain cells with, so I daydream—or actually I think the word FANTASIZE is better.

I thought I might just start where she shows up. I wanted to start from the middle where L first gets the DN but then I thought 'wouldn't it be better if I started near the beginning? To let my character reveal herself more, mn?" I decided sure. PLEASE R&R -begs- Please try to understand that I do need reviews, not just favorites. I need people telling me weather I suck or if my writing is acceptable. I used to hate flames but here's the deal: If I suck don't just me "YOU SUCK." Tell me "YOU SUCK BECAUSE blah blah blah..." I do need reasons if you want me to improve. If its not corrective criticism or something good then don't post it.

Disclaimers: I do not own the story line that is Death Note. I own all but two of the manga though. Nor the general Catholic/Christian religions. I happen to be—by default—an atheist. I am not insulting your religion, in truth, I love it. I collect crosses in all truth. Please turn a blind eye if I may do something stupid with your religion, it was not intentional, I just don't know Catholic/Christian courtesy.

(Prologue)

I've never truly thought about humans concept of life and death since it always surrounded me, suffocated me—WAS me. I have had so many names in my life time and even beyond it. So many languages. Majority of which never touched the human realm. But it all went down to one name, one thing. The Cross. Why did so many Shinigami adorn themselves with the symbol of God? Wasn't it the symbol of holy life? Yes—and no. With life there is always death. With death there is always life. I was the creator, someone who was nothing and everything—the person who the cross simply was. And here lived a despicable cycle that I watched over blankly, only a shadow-conscious. A form I was condemned to as sentence for going against our "king." Heheh. I laugh at his stupidity. He thought I was gone forever. He thought I was never going to become real. He was wrong. I was going to come back and I wasn't going to leave without him dead.

(10.29.04)

October 29, 2004.

The Day After....

The plan to arrest Kyosuke Huguchi began at Sakura TV.

L confirmed the existence of Shinigami and the Death Note.

Kyosuke Huguchi was killed by the power Light Yagami's Death Note.

L stared at the plain black book in front of him. Such a harmless appearance, but within his reach was the most dangerous weapon ever alive. The Death Note. The weapon Kira himself used to kill hundreds and hundreds of people—criminals and innocents. The thought infuriated as much as it intrigued him. All those precious lives lost. His knuckles turned paler as his skin strained over them as he clutched his knee. He simply was staring at the book, crouched precariously.

His hand relaxed slightly as his remembered one other who had in possession a black notebook. Cross. X. It still stunned him that she simply disappeared after what had happened that one time. The day she finally confided to him. And, then she disappeared. Yesterday was it? It seemed like ages ago. It might have been. L had accepted her to never return, to disappear forever. He had accepted that a long time ago. Only a faint memory that followed him everyday. Ironically with absolute clarity. She had always appeared and disappeared even when he first could see her. Slumped against his wall. The day the FBI died in Japan. The day he cursed out Kira. The day Kira started playing games with him. The day he wouldn't change if he could. December 27, 2003.

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I may post more but right now the plot is slightly sketchy. Its like a dream: it makes perfect sense to yourself but when you try to share it with someone aloud; it simply just cannot become words. I kinda have a plot but my head is mixing too plots and all I need is one so I'm separating the facts and thinking of making a second story... but if I do... it may just be more difficult on me since they are the same pairings.... I actually have three plots..... damn. I love L WAY TOO MUCH. but who can get enough of L? -rhetorical question- hm.... if I truly believe in that then why not make three different stories? I think I'll post the parts I have done but stop when I come to the decisive turning point.... that is if you readers out there REVIEW.

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