Emily's Letter

by Carmen xx

Emily wrote a letter, explaining that she was tired of everything, and that she'd decided to take the easy option out. This letter was her final goodbye. Contains slight Prentiss/Morgan. WARNING: implies suicide.

Disclaimer: I sadly do not own Criminal Minds. :(

Emily's Letter.

Chapter 1: The letter.

To my dearest team members, who I can gladly call my family,

I'm so sorry I've done this, and I promise it was none of your fault. I just felt that it was time for me to go. I couldn't see any other way out. I wanted to speak to you, and I knew I defiantly needed help to control and get other the thoughts I had stored in my head, but I just couldn't. I didn't want you to all think any different of me. I didn't want pity, or hatred, or even comfort.

I suppose I took the easy way out. I know it was selfish of me, I mean, we see so many victims who would have given just about anything to have their life back with their friends and family.

I know that I'm putting you through unnecessary hut and pain, and believe me that was the last thing I wanted, but I just can't take this any more.

I saw this on the internet. I know it makes me sound like a school girl, but it's how I feel, and how I've always felt. Even when I was a teen.

I'm tired of crying.

I'm tired of yelling.

I'm tired of being sad.

I'm tired of pretending.

I'm tired of being alone.

I'm tired of being angry.

I'm tired of feeling crazy.

I'm tired of feeling stuck.

I'm tired of needing help.

I'm tired of remembering.

I'm tired of missing things.

I'm tired of being different.

I'm tired of missing people.

I'm tired of feeling worthless.

I'm tired of feeling empty inside.

I'm tired of not being able to just let go.

I'm tired of wishing I could start all over.

I'm tired of dreaming of a life I will never have.

But most of all, I'm just tired of being tired.

Although I'm constantly with you guys, I do feel alone. Stuck with my thoughts and ideas. But anyway.

To Hotch, thank you for taking a chance on me when I first joined the BAU.

To Rossi, thank you for being there for me when I wanted someone to listen.

To JJ, thank you for being like the sister I never had, but always wanted.

To Garcia, thank you for being that little ray of sunshine in my life.

To Reid, thank you for always blurting statistics and facts, and letting me tease you.

And finally..

To Morgan, thank you for loving me, no matter what.

I will ALWAYS love you all. Never forget me.

Goodbye. Love,

Emily Prentiss. xx

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