This is based on my idea for the current series this used to be longer but I accidentally deleted some and rewrote it quickly. SorrY hope you like it.
The doctors heaven (doctor who fanfiction)
1.
13th doctors pov (after another regeneration)
Clara was in the swimming pool as I sat pondering on my latest predicament. I had killed so many people I can't deal with this I'm not aloud. I'm the doctor. That's not my job. I'm supposed to save people. A shot of pain wracked through me I'm a murderer.
"Doctor," Clara said.
"Yes Clara," I replied looking up at her my new welsh accent sounding weird in my ears.
"Why are you crying?" She asked siting down.
"Umm I'm crying?" I asked I hadn't realised I was crying until she mentioned it.
"Yeah..." She said wrapping an arm around me loosely.
"Clara am I a good man?" I asked
"Of course you are."
"Think again Clara think again" I said resting my head against the step railing.
"What do you mean?" Clara asked moving closer to me
"Think how many people are dead because of me." I said Clara looked at me tears brimming her eyes. I turned away unable to look at her.
"Think how many people you've saved. How many species. How many times you've saved the earth. You can't be expected to save everyone all the time. Even you need a break. Doctor we can never do everything but you'll always have me. I love you you know." Clara babbled.
I looked at her, her deep brown eyes mixing with my new pale green ones.
"This is wrong Clara but... I love you too." I turned my head away my raven hair sprawling across my face.
Clara wrapped her arms around me and kissed the top of my mop of hair as I silently sobbed into the crook of her neck.
"Doctor it's ok" she murmured into my head.
"Thank you Clara. Your best I could have hope for"
I turned away my raven hair sprawling across my face.
"Doctor," I turned my head slightly. Before I had time to react I felt warm lips cruising against my own. It was so wrong but so right. I really loved Clara.