My last goodbyes
Try not to cry
Mum - I'm sorry if I ever did you wrong mum. I'm sorry if I ever lied. I'm sorry if I ever cheated mum for I must always be gentle and kind. I will love you every day mum so don't you shed a tear I want to hold you in my arms. So that I know that you're always near. I love you mum with all my heart. Take it if you wish. For it was always yours mum. Place it with your treasury mum. keep it safe and warm. Take care of it for me mum. for that's all I'll leave behind.
Dad – I will always be your little girl. No matter how much I grow. For age is just a number dad. We will roam together to and fro. We will always be together dad. no one can pull us apart. For you is my shinning hero dressed in white and gold. I'll always love you forever dad and I'll always be your girl.
Sister – please stop crying let me wipe those tears. Let me hold you gently. Let me fight those fears. I will be here for you. Whenever you feel low For I am your big sister. Watching over you wherever you go. If I ever die sis remember what I say for even when I'm gone I'm with you every step of the way. You're a strong independent woman I'm shore you will be fine on your own. But if you ever need me". You know where to go.
As I keep on trying to find the rite goodbye this one felt rite this one felt true this one made me feel whole and true. I am not a bad person. But I've made some mistakes in the past. All I hope is that you can forgive me from my mistakes and except my sad but true future. If I go to heaven I would like to be an angel. with beautiful golden wings. That wears a beautiful dress. And is given loads of pretty things. I would like a nice spot up in heaven were I can look down on you all. So I don't miss out on everything. Because I'm an angel and that's what were for.
My dear family I love you all. Please no more tears xxxxx