"I'm sorry" I apologized once again. "Kaylie, what the hell were you thinking" he said with his hands on his head pacing back and forth in his big lake house.
"It was a spur of the moment thing I'm sorry I wasn't thinking" I said burying my face in my hands.
"Well do you know what happens in moments…? Kaylie look at me this is serious, Babies are made in moments like that why didn't you just tell me and this wouldn't have happened" Austin frantically yelled.
I tried and grab his arm but he flinched away.
I was fed up with him yelling at me "Well you know what it takes to; Mr. I didn't use a condom" I finally yelled back and I ended up digging myself in a deeper hole.
"Really "he said turning towards me. "You going to pull that card out on me and make me look like the bad guy, you're the one who lied about birth control I didn't lie to you , you knew I didn't have a condom on, so now what do you have to say" he yelled.
I started bawling he moved towards me and rubbed my back. "Look Kaylie I'm sorry I'm just stressed about the photo shoot coming up and everything else I'm really sorry babe" he apologized kissing my cheek and kneeling in front of me and touching my stomach.
I smacked his hand away "Stop acting like you would want it when you know you don't" I cried getting up walking towards the bathroom to check the pregnancy test I'd left there.
"Babe" he said walking through the house "You know that's not true I just told you I'm not ready for a baby now" he said un-convincing.
"Then when are you going to be ready, can you tell me that were 24 already" I aid waving my hands in the air my mom always said I had some Cuban in me.
"Correction your 24 I'm 26 about to be 27, and I don't know Babe but when the time comes I want to have the baby with you and I want her to have your hair and personality and body" he said smiling lifting me onto the sink and kissing my neck.
"Her" I questioned, "Yes I have a feeling when we have a kid it will be a girl who looks just like her mommy" he said trying to remove my shirt.
"Whoa hold on I got to check the test" I said getting of the sink and removing his legs from in between mine.
I'd taken 6 tests and was trying to find the right one then Austin found one behind me.
"Yes" he yelped, "It's negative" he said lifting me up and bringing me into a kiss.
"I'll meet you in the room but hurry" he said taking his shirt off. I looked around and saw all the other ones and they read positive, oh my god I thought, I'm pregnant.
What am I going to tell Austin he'll be furious with me he told me that we couldn't have a baby now we were both in the middle of careers he was a model and working at a firm that supported scholarship gymnasts and I was a singer.
No one buys fat pregnant ladies albums.
"Babe hurry up I have to go to work soon, and I want a piece of you before it" he yelled obnoxiously.
I quickly hid all the pregnancy tests and walked over to the room "There you are gorgeous I've been waiting I only got 2 hours now but we could have a quickie" he smiled patting the bed. A quickie who says that to their girlfriend sometimes he just pissed me off but I let it go because what I was going to tell him.
"Austin I got to tell you something "I said nervously.
"Hurry up Babe and spit it out" he said meanly.
I couldn't tell him I just couldn't he was going to be a father and he didn't even want to. "I love you" I said quickly.
"Ya babe love you to" then he grabbed me into a hug and started kissing me and started removing clothing.
In the middle of sex Austin's phone rang "Sorry babe I got to get this" he said grabbing his phone "hello" he said curiously. "Yes I could be there in thirty minutes", "Alright bye".
All of a sudden Austin got off me and started putting on his clothes "sorry babe but I got to go" he said grabbing his cologne and spraying it everywhere.
"Now" I asked extremely disappointed.
"Yes I'm sorry my agent just called me talking about a shoot we're going to do in San Diego" he said grabbing a suit case and putting all his clothes in there then he grabbed something else and threw it at me.
"Sorry this is yours we should've used that" he said smiling at the edible underwear he just thrown at me.
I couldn't help but smile back. "When will you be back" I pouted.
" Aww come on babe don't do this to me you know I have to go" he said lying down on the bed next to me and massaging my bare thigh" I could tell he was trying to be sexual but I really wasn't in the mood.
"You didn't answer my question, when will you be back?" He paused "A month" I groaned loudly and out my face into the pillow.
"But it'll go by fast babe it will be like I never left" he said lying on top of me.
"I'm going to miss you a lot" I said taking my face out the pillow and hugging him tightly.
"I'm going to miss you to" he said rubbing my bare back then kissing me and he lied on top of my naked body and kissed me gently and he shaped out my curves with his hands, then he quickly got up.
"But I got to go" he said giving me a kiss good-bye while he dragged his suitcase out the house.
I followed behind him completely naked trying to find a way to stall him and distract him.
He turned around and laughed then he put his arms around me and kissed me for a long time and then he released "Why are you making this so much harder for me to leave, I don't want to" he said grabbing my butt in his hands.
I pushed his hands off "But you have to" I said interrupting him.
"Come on babe it's my job, what do you want me to do" he said backing away.
"Blow it off, and spend the weekend with me" I yelled as I ran to the room to wrap the sheets around me and came back.
"Like I did last weekend and the weekend before that" he smiled and moved closer.
"Those were optional parties and all we did was have sex we spent no time, what so ever together.
"We were together" he smiled once again trying to be smart."Whatever" I said walking away.
He grabbed my hand and pulled me into a kiss and pulled off the sheets and we kissed to the bedroom and we fell on the bed and I giggled and he chuckled and then his phone rang.
" Oh my fucking god" I yelled. Hr groaned and grabbed his phone "hello" he said annoyed.
I heard tom his agent on the other line "Can you hurry up and stop having sex with your girlfriend" he yelled annoyed.
We laughed "ok I'm coming out now" he yelled in the phone before closing it.
Of course tom knew what we were doing like always like the time tom had walked in on me and Austin having sex in his trailer or when he'd walked in on u having sex in the producers bathroom or when he'd walked in on us having sex in our own house, that one was our fault we forgot to lock the door.
"Well, I got to go" he said getting up and heading towards the door, then he grabbed his suitcase.
He kissed me a long compassionate kiss "I'm going to miss you a lot" he moaned in between pecks of kisses.
"Me to" I said giving him a last kiss as he opened the door and went down the long steps to the waiting limo.
"I love you Babe" he yelled. "I love you to" I yelled back. Then I had a sudden urge to go to the bathroom and all of a sudden there was blood and I panicked and rushed to the hospital after getting dressed.
" you've had a miscarriage I'm truly sorry".
"What, How?" I yelled. "Calm down, have you had intercourse in the last 14 hours" he asked.
"Yes" I said "Well the the tip of the he didn't want to say the word I guess when it entered the vagina it hit the placenta and broke off the feeding tube and the baby had died "he said with sympathy.
I sat there in shock the next day Austin called and he told me about San Diego but I was uninterested so it was a short talk."Kaylie, someone called through the house" a familiar voice ringed in my ears.
"Nicky" I questioned in my head.
"Kaylie" he repeated.
"Nicky" I yelled as I attacked him into a big bear hug.
All of a sudden the front door opened and I looked to see Austin.
"What the hell "he yelled but he also asked curious.
"Austin this is my friend Nicky, what the hell you are doing here "I questioned.
"Our doctor called me saying to come comfort my wife that a tragedy has happened and I find you hugging some other guy, did you cheat on me?" he asked loudly and confused.
"No!" I yelled."
Well it hasn't been the first time" he said shoving past me and Nicky.
"So you going to tell me what the doctor was talking about" he asked turning around with fury in his eyes.
Nicky looked at me and so did Austin.