Disclaimer: I dont own Mia HiME and I think my Nao is a little darker than the one shown in the anime.
WARNING: Yuri is discussed which some may not like. Also I drew on the catholic faith to describe the confessional disregarding the fact that (I'm pretty sure) its only priest that are allowed to hear and forgive sins. My world is a little more foreword thinking.
A/N: Just cleaned this up a bit before adding ch2 makes a bit more sense now I feel. I also lowered the rating because I don't feel this is really M but tell me if you think otherwise.
On Sundays
She sat aside one day a week to confesses her sins. That left six more to commit them.
Nao
She waited patiently for the Sister to finish her prayers. The way she had her hands clasped
together tight enough to whiten the knuckles and how she had long ago ceased her pathetic mumblings of love and repentance. Nao knew she was trying to post pone the inevitable.
"Are you ready, Sister?" she rose from her seat.
The Sister rose unsteadily from her kneeling position but hesitated as Nao started towards the confessional. She half turned back to the nun who was already blushing in anticipation- shamefully so.
"Shall we Sister?" she closed the sinners door with a resounding click.
Every time she was in the box there was always the seconds of doubt. Not some stupid Christian repentance doubt, but the doubt of whether Sister would come back into the confessional. Whether or not she had at last the strength to stop herself from sinning in such a holy place. As always the doubts seemed unfounded as the Sister entered with a blush shamefully bright and at a pace that was shamelessly quick.
"Bless me Sister for I have sinned," there might have been a hint of humour in her voice "it has been one week since my last confession."
"What are your sins, child?" her voice was choked.
"Hhhmmm," she lent her face against the hard wood of the confessional her hand trailing over the grate that kept sinner and saint separate "of the seven deadly ones? Lust" there was a hitch in breath from the other side.
"I couldn't help myself Sister, she was so beautiful..." she told the older woman many sins in this box about men, about women, some were true and some were not. But the blushes, the gasps and sighs from the other side were always real. She had once wanted the Sister for being so innocent, wanted to rip her trusting eyes out and rake her nails across her god loving face. When she found out in one of her more heated confessions that the Sister was as deviant as herself her want had transformed into an all consuming need.
The need to destroy. To corrupt what pretended to be un-corruptible.
why should the Sister be viewed in such a heavenly light when she herself was viewed with such distaste? They were both guilty afterall.
She wanted to rip the facade of goodness and respectability from the woman and leave her just as tainted and wanting as her. Make her human like the rest of the sinners she counselled, reveal her as the hypocrite she is.
Reveal that she was not above them, above her.
Each sin she confessed each 'immoral act' she retold the Sister, who was on the other side of the box habit hitched up to her knees naked legs spread revealingly afraid to make to much noise encase she missed a word Nao moan, was tearing her apart, making her more human. Making her a sinner.
They all struggled with unwanted desire. How dare she preach to them when she was no better!
"Her legs were spread so wantonly, Sister" this tale happened to be true, Shizuru had begged for her like the bitch her girlfriend was. Natsuki to insecure to take care of her girlfriends needs and Shizuru seeming so understanding and satisfied with the scarps of affection the ice princesses deemed her worthy of, "she was glistening, weeping for release, her breasts with pink tips were arching towards me Sister...I couldn't control myself" A perfect couple. Only Shizuru wasn't satisfied of course, it was all that unfulfilled desire that drove her to Nao's door in the middle of the night.
The same desire that drove the Sister into the confessional week after week.
"I had to kiss her, Sister, had to touch her, she was in so much pain without it," Shizuru's face took on an unhealthy hue when she aroused. The student council president losses all her power over you when she wraps her legs around your head tight enough to muffle all sound "and then..."
The furious hand movements she could see through the grate speed up their frantic pace as the Sister moaned "and then...?"
"I sucked her, my tongue licked every inch of her and she screamed to the heavens..." the Sister froze then jerked forwards again and again "...do you think she to was confessing? she did call out to god" and a final time before the saint slumped forward in her booth.
Nao exited the confessional her face flushed and hand gripping the door handle tight. The Sister always came out after her, she had to take the time to fix her dress and wipe away her shameful tears. One day Nao would rip the door open and take the nun as she was trying to erase her sin. She would make her moan and call to a god that she had wronged. She would take the Sister that haunted her dreams with teasing kisses and in defiling her she would make her a woman.
Even Eve was cast eventually from the garden.
One day soon, but not today. She walked toward the front doors but stopped as she heard the Sister exit. She stood below a cross, she knew enough about her supposed 'faith' to tell the difference between a cross and a crucifix. A cross hung empty while on a crucifix the figure of Jesus was nailed, bleeding for the world.
She often likened herself to the Christ.
But while the Christ was impaled by nails, his blood oozing to save the world from sin. She was nailed by unfulfilled desire, arousal oozing down her thighs to deliver the Sister from her phoney shameless pedestal.
Blasphemy.
Another sin to confess.
"Twelve Hail Marry's and one Our Father, right Sister?" the Sister looked away in shame. But as disgusted by her acts as she was Nao new it would be the same time next week.
"Go in peace and serve the lord" she went back to praying to a god that now viewed her as the sinner she truly was and as the entire school will soon.
And so Judas did to Christ...she kissed the Sisters cheek in a parody of thanks before leaving.
There where still six more days left
A/N the Nao/Shizuru thing threw me and I wrote this! Though it does make a twisted sort of sense I think.