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Clo 3
Fallen Rose
Chapter 1 - Goodbye my love
It's been six weeks. Six weeks since the end of my happiness. Six weeks since my heart was shattered in to a million tiny pieces. Six weeks since he left me. My life will never be the same again. The pain is no less, if anything it's worse. Why me? why do the bad things always happen to me? it's not fair!
A light tap on the door bought me back to the present.
"Come in!" I called
Lissa came in and sat on my bed beside me.
"Rose, come on. You have to tell me eventually." She coaxed gently.
"I will Liss, just not yet, I'm not ready." I sighed
"Please Rose you can't just sit around all day just moping!" she whined
"Lissa please I just want to be alone!" I cried.
"I know Rose, I know. What happened that day huh? who did this to you?" she whispered sadly…
*Flashback*
"Yes" He repeated "I told her Yes, Tasha"
My heart Broke. A million emotions ran across my features, hurt, anger, and rejection. I quickly slipped on my guardian mask and tried to hide my emotions. I don't know if he saw through it or not but it took all my efforts just to keep it from slipping.
"Rose? Roza? are you okay?" he asks me. I don't know what to say so I just stare at him calmly.
"Roza please don't make this harder than it already is!" he nearly shouts with frustration at my silence.
"Sorry I have to go. I have class. Have a nice life Guardian Belikov." I say coldly, fighting back the tears. Then I run. When I get back to my dorm, I lock the door and let the tears come.
*End of flashback*
"Rose, ROSE" Lissa calls, "Have you been listening to any of this?"
"Umm no, not really," I say with a sheepish smile, well as near to a smile as I can manage, I know without even looking in a mirror that it doesn't reach my eyes.
"I said you have to at least come to dinner today! everyone misses you, I do too. I want my best friend back." She says in a small voice.
"Oh Liss." I sigh, I decide that now is the perfect time to tell her everything, so I do. I tell her all about Dimitri and me, about what we used to have, this earns me a few gasps and shocked looks but she doesn't interrupt. I then move on to telling her about Tasha, how she was in love with him too. Then finally how he left me for her 6 long weeks ago, I let a few hurt tears escape and Lissa just holds me.
I'm Sorry Rose, She said through the bond, I had no idea!
"It's okay Liss," I told her, I felt her emotions seeping in through the bond, hurt that I didn't tell her, anger at herself that she didn't figure it out, upset for me wishing she could help, but this wasn't the kind of pain she could heal. We sat there in silence for a while, but distracted feelings were coming from the bond, she was going to meet fireboy soon.
"Just go Liss, its fine." I laugh,
"Are you sure, I could cancel if you need me?" She asked worriedly,
"Hey its fine, I'll be fine." I say, knowing this is only half true. Yes I had cheered up considerably but it would fade as soon as Lissa had gone.
"Well, if you're sure…" She says hesitantly. She wants to go but she's not sure if I need her or not.
"Yes I am, go meet lover boy" I say quickly, before she can change her mind.
"Okay, thanks Rose!" She squeals.
"It's okay" I sigh. The door closes and I sink back in to my earlier depression.
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