This is just something I wanted to try out. All mistakes are mine. And I couldn't sleep. So I wrote this. It'll get a little hot and heavy.
When she touches me.
The dead world. The fallen friends and family. The uncertain future. None of it really matters to me.
The only thing that matters, is that she touches me. Her calloused hands can bring me to places I thought long dead, along with the world. Her strong arms can make me feel safe, even though I know there's no place that's safe from the undead. From Umbrella. Her body against mine, lets me fall alseep soundly and dream peacefully. When she touches me, I am whole. I am at peace.
The day she arrived at my convoy, was one of the most tragic yet life-changing days for the convoy. So many died. All of them I couldn't protect, and I feel their blood is on my hands. I'll never be able to ask for their forgiveness. For being the leader that let them die. Hopefully wherever they are now, they can see me suffering each in their deaths. And I pray they forgive me.
But this...Alice...who saved my cherished convoy with her 'abilities', has me very wary. I'm not sure what she wants, but I let her rest. K-mart is awestruck, but I let her have her 'superhero worship' moment, with the sleeping woman. K-mart even gave her one of those bracelets she's always making.
Alice saved my convoy, but what does she want in return? And what am I willing to give in return? I have to wait for her to awaken.
When she does, she's not at all like I imagined. If anything she is eerily similar to me in her outward personality. She doesn't let anyone in, a choice I must agree with.
A few days pass in the convoy, and I let her stay. But on a trial probation type thing. I'm still not sure how I feel about her, though. Carlos and K-mart follow her around like lost puppies. That's only mildly irritating. What's really annoying is the looks.
I always catch her looking at me. To which she quickly turns her head. She's kept her distance from me, only coming to me for important matters. Even then she's hesistant, or closed off. Like she is trying to prevent something in my presence. I don't know what that is, but I can see something.
Over some more time, she's opened up. I see her smiling sometimes. Carlos tries his luck with her, I know that much, but I don't know if Alice accepts him or not. I don't really care. The only thing is I keep this convoy alive. The few instances when raiding or undead becoming a problem, Alice always took care of the problem without hesitation. I've come to rely on her and her extra sensory abilities to help keep us alive. And for that, I'm grateful.
Her constant staring when I'm not looking, I've gotten used to. Some of the men in the convoy used to be like that, but they realized I'm not interested in anything of that nature. Safety comes first, and I'm not gonna let my guard down for something trivial like that. Yes, I have my needs also, but they've lessened over time.
After the perimeter is safely secured and dinner was consumed. I heated a bucket of water to give myself a spongebath before bed. K-mart was with Mikey watching some silly movie. I let them have some things that the dieing world couldn't steal from them.
Which means, behind the hummer, I have some time to myself. Usually I'll take the edge off and quickly masturbate. It used to help with the loneliness, but even that desire died down. I dont really remember that last time I did that. I don't really miss it all that much either.
Stripping down to my boxer shorts and bra, I begin to wash all over. Not a complicated process once you get used to it, and it does the job. What I could kill for a nice hot shower, though.
Drifting in my thoughts, I noticed a familiar touching the back of my neck. I know what it is, and it doesn't bother me anymore. Alice is somewhere, watching. I nonchalantly turn around as if I needed to do something important. I quickly scan the surrounding area, and I can't find anything. I don't know how she does it. I know she's protective of the convoy. She's making sure I'm safe...or she likes what she sees. I let out a small smirk. Well, if she wants to watch, maybe I can give her something to watch. Why not. I'm in the mood for some mind games.
I lean with my back against the hummer, which I made sure to clean first. And I lean my head back and enjoy the stars twinkling. They are magnificent. But I have a plan. I touch my chest gently, slowly trailing down the valley between my breasts. I think I'll leave my black bra on, for the moment. Down to my flat stomach, I casually caress back and forth. The other hand goes up to the back of my neck, & undoes the loose bun. I shake my head to let the hair fly and fall around my shoulders.
I think I can feel her smirk.
Stepping up the game, I slide my hand up underneath my bra, and caress my hardened nipple. Not that I'm actually aroused. Some wind just blew past me. But I am enjoying my little game with Alice. I wonder if she can hear me, so I purposely let out a breath-y moan, as I knead my breasts a little harder. I wonder what Alice is thinking of seeing the convoy's fearless leader touching herself. I know she is still there.
I let my right hand travel down, reaching my belly button, slowly going in the shorts, and I'm surprised to feel myself wet. I didn't think I was horny, but I guess I am. Must be because I have an audience. Which is slightly amusing to me, that I am actually doing this for a relative stranger.
I wanna take this game even further, so I begin to rub my clit in firm circles. It actually starts to feel good. But lets see what my audience thinks, so I huskily moan her name out loud, as if I'm masterbating to her image in my mind.
I feel a shift in the air, but it's not any type of danger. I can tell when something dangerous is near. So I keep my eyes close and continue to pleasure myself. So it must be Alice. She heard me. And I like that, actually. My breathing is erratic and I feel the heat build up in my body. So I call her name just a little but louder.
That shift in the air suddenly becomes stronger and I open my eyes see whats going on. And its Alice. She's standing in front of me, breathing deeply with this determined yet hungry look in her eyes. She leans into me, and nudges me against the hummer. I am shocked but not scared to have her so close. Her arms come to rest on my shoulder, and she looks like she wants to ask me something. I dont know what to say, but I dont push her away. I think I like her close.
She's looking back and forth in my my eyes, pleading. She's taller than me. After a seemingly long eternity I can only give her the gentlest of nods. She accepts it, and quickly cups my face, and she kisses me.
Passionately.
I think I like it.
I figure just put this out there, and see what happens. maybe there might be more chapters if reviews are positive enough. Thanks for reading.