WE HAVE TO GO

AUTOR: VICKYLOKA

DATA: MAIO 2009

NOTE1: Supernatural characters don't belong to me, sadly. I'm just a fan that likes to write about the things that can happen to them.

NOTE2: In this fic Dean is 16 and Sam is 12.

NOTE3: Fics always look better to me in english, so I decided do post one myself.

SUMMARY: It's Dean's first hunt. How that affected Sam.

This is mostly a Samcentric fic so it goes to my friend Lary. Thanks, beta, you do a awesome job reviewing my fics! =D

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Dean, where are you going? – Sam asked.

Me and Dad are going away for a while – Dean said while putting his clothes on a bag.

Sam was following him like a puppy as he walked the room gathering his stuff.

What do you mean you're going away? – Sam asked confused.

I mean exactly what you understood, we're going out. But we'll be back in a couple days, don't worry.

Where are you going? – Sam was starting to get worried.

Don't know exactly. But we won't take long. – Dean answered.

You're going hunting aren't you? – Sam asked, his face turning hard.

Sam... – Dean turned to face him. – Don't.

You are! Dean! – Sam was revolted now.

Dean didn't say anything, just kept packing. Sam tried another strategy.

And what am I supposed to do while you're out?

You'll just stay in the room. Don't open the door, don't answer the phone.

Dean... – Sam was getting nervous. – You can't do that, it's dangerous!

We were trained to do that, Sammy. I'll be fine.

Dad shouldn't make you do that.

Dad's not making me do anything, Sammy. I wanna do this.

Stop calling me Sammy! You can't go, we shouldn't have to. We were supposed to just be kids, not go fighting ghosts.

I'm not a kid anymore, Sam. – Dean was suddenly very serious. – Haven't been for a long time.

John entered the room at this moment, in time to see Sam turn away from Dean and sit in his own bed.

Go to the car, Dean. – he said.

See you, Sam. – Dean said and stopped by the door looking at Sam's backs. Dean didn't like the idea of leaving Sam alone but he knew he had to. Dean took a deep breath and walked out of the room praying for that Sam could forgive him and most important: be safe.

Your brother and I are going away for a little while, son. – John said turning to his youngest.

Sam just looked the other side, not facing his dad.

You just stay in the room, don't open the door to no one and don't answer the phone unless it's me. I'll let it ring once and then call again.

Sam still didn't answer.

You hear me, son?

Yeah, fine. – Sam said still not looking at his dad.

We'll be back in two days, tops. If you don't get word from us call Bobby.

John stepped outside the room locking the door. Sam finally let his gaze fall on the place his father and brother had left. His eyes filled with tears, he felt abandoned. He was used to see his father leave, but his brother had never left him before, not when Sam was begging him to stay. He got up and stood by the window watching the Impala go into the night, watching the one that had never let him down go away leaving him alone. One tear fell down from his eyes as he cursed onto the brother he loved. He hated Dean for leaving, not knowing he would do the same one day.

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That's it, hope you liked it. Comments are welcome. I'll probably post it in portuguese one of this days.