Hey guys.I have been thinking about this story from a long time.I wantched yesterday the episode of LOST when Kate and Sawyer sleep together and this is how this idea came up complete.I hope you like it because I gave my best to it and it is going to be even interesting suring the story goes on.ENJOY the furst chapter and if you like it I would do the next chapters fast.:)

PEOPLE CAN NEVER CHANGE THROUGH THE TIME

CHAPTER 1

A LONELY MOTHER

It is funny how your faith can be playing with you.Of course it is funny to think about it but it is not when happen to you.Then it is time to feel sad ot maybe mad but what can you do when the bad happens and you cannot turn back to cnage the matters because you are just not capable of that.You do not need to know why just you are not capable and you have no strength for that.

Sursrises in life are so many that you never know where comes the next one from and you never know which one is for good and which for bad.It is in the most of the cases to shock you and make you think what is there in your life that you have to change and you do it if you believe in the signs.Because whatever happens it is a sign and you have to follow it.Those little or maybe big surpsises are for showing us how bad we have been living it is just the matter of character what you will do after that.

Kate started thinking more about her life after being saved from the island.It was two or more years ago but she still felt like it was yesterday and so many things went on after they went home.Sawyer went away and she had no clue why.Maybe he was afraid of something - a relationship or the fame that coming home would gove him.And Kate was released from all the blames on her direction and she was finally free to be whatever she wanted but it turned out to be not that easy since she got used to living like running but after all she had to settle out because of what was now living inside of her...

Yes she was pregment and she was pretty sure Sawyer left without knowing about it.She was in the ninth month.They did it with Sawyer just a little time before he left.

It was such a mess around them after they came home because people wanted to know what happened.Their story was so interesting and it became so famous that 'OCEANIC'was closed down and never ene a since plane of 'OCEANIC'flew from the airports.It was amazing but maybe people were just pretty scared of what happened with Kate and the others and they never ever turned to this company for flying abroad.And this was pretty good actually and Kate felt it good because it was much saver.

Kate was not feeling alone actually.She was living with Claire and her babyd and the blonde girl was helping her a lot during all of the pregnance and this was pretty good for Kate since she had no clue what to do.Claire did not know who is the baby from and never asked for that because she did not find it for polite but she really wanted to know and she was sure her friend would tell her when she feel ready for that.

Kate still had her connection with Jack.They were such a good friends and the doctor gave her the coordinates of his coleeg to help Kate with the pregnancy.This was nice too.And there were no sexual intention between the two of them.

Jack was pretty sure whi the baby was from and he did not want to ask her either.This was maybe going to piss her and it was dangerous to piss a pregnant woman off.This is something you soundl not be joking with since Kate was dangerous pregnant or not.

Kate was standing in front of the window of her room.God their apartment with Claire was so damn beautiful and Kate was happy for they had the money to afford it.And her room was amazing too and she had her baby bed next to her bed.She had to bare her baby very soon and she was pretty scared.And she clearly remmebered the day Claire had her baby.Kate wished she never was there because the memory of it was making her too nervous about her bearing.

There was a nock on Kate s door which took her out of her daydreaming which was coming in her mind a lot often those days.There was Claire on the other side of the door.

'Can I come in?'asked the blonde woman.'Or you are naked or something like that?'

'No I am not.You can come in and I appreciate the fact you are nocking before coming in.'said Kate and she smiled when she saw her friends face when she came in.

'How are you feeling?'asked Claire with a low voice.

'You keep asking me this every two hours since I got into the ninth month.Are not you sick of this?'

'No are?'asked the other girl too and she was still talking on a lower voice.

'No I am not and why do not you talk like a normal person?'

'What do you mean?'

'You are talking too low.Pretend like I am death.'

'I read a book this night and it was saying that the babies are sleeping in her mother s early in the morning and it is necessary for us to talk lower because it is good for them to sleep.'

'Oh God.Stop reading those book.'

'I cannot.I did not have the chance to do it while I was pregnant.'

'If it is fine for you and you feel satisfied go ahead sweety.'said Kate and she saw the blonde girl was shining from being happy smiled.'Now tell me what are you planning to do now?'

'We are going ot a course for pregment.'said Claire and she walked over and fixed Kate s bed as she was not a grown up woman.

'Oh no not again.'

'Do not worry this is a different course.'said Claire and Kate remembered about the last time they had been to a course.Claire had been insisting on going there and after they arrived and tharted the exams the teacher thought of them if they were lesbian and it was really unlikely because the other couples at the course were all men and women.

'It would be all the same every time.And people are staring me and ask where is the father and what am I supposed to tell them when they ask?'

'Nothing.They had no right to ask about this expecially when they see you without him.'said Claire and she was looking so calm as always like nothing could bother her after what happened with them on the island.The blonde lady was sure that if they had survived(adn they did)on a place like that island then they could survivte anywhere at all and this is what was leading her on her own ways.

'What would you say if we go to have lunch at a restaurant in the center instead of going to the courses?'Kate was desperate in her wanting not to go to the courses.It was so embarassing and they had changed so many different courses by now.

'I would say that you have lost your mind.We have to go.I cannot describe you how useful those courses were for me when I was pregnant.'Claired smiled but Kate did not do the same.

'And what did the courses teach you on - screaming or pretending like the baby is not coming out then trying to keep you inside instead of pulling it out?Rememeber that I was there?And I was better than the women on the courses.'

'Well,I really did not show my best when I was in about to have my baby but I do not want you to do the same mistake.That is why I am trying to make the pregnancy good for you because mine was not and I am regreting about it and always will.But I guess it would be different when I have my second one.'said the blonde woman and she smiled as she had a secret.

'Oh God,Claire are you pregnant?'asked Kate and she looked at her friend s stomache.'

'No you stupid I am not and if I was you would be the first to know but you know that me and Charlie have a real relationship and I think it is going to work out.'

'Thank God.'

'What if I was pregnant Kate?'

'Nothing just...No I am not the one to talk.I have a baby from some unknown guy and you at least have Charlie.'said Kate and she looked down feeling ashaimed and unhappy at the same time.This is why she was feeling alone sometimes though there were people who took care of her.Just people at the courses and everyone that knew her were asking about the father of the baby and she did not know what to tell them because she was ashaimed of Sawyer and he left her actually.There is nothing worse than this and she did not know anyone to know it Claire,Charlie and Jack as well.She was feeling as a lonely mother who had to grown her child alone.Claire was with her now but what would happen after Charlie ask her to marry him and they have their own life and children.This was going to tore Kate down.

'Stop with this.I hate when you are acting as the saddest mtoher in the world.I used to think I am a lonely mother. Yeah I used to be thinking the baby would never stay with me but there was time I was thinking what it would be like if I keep the baby and the pisture was the same as yours.But with this difference that I did not have good friends behind me to help me.And I will always be here for you you have to know it already.'said Claire she smiled and make a step next to her friend.

'I suppose so.'Kate did not tell Claire about the things running through her head about the blonde woman and Charlie because the couple had not talked about marriage yet and living together as well.This was the time when Kate started thinking if this was because of her because Charlie knew the situation of their pregnant friend and he maybe did not want to take Claire from her desperate friend.It would be too cruel to do it and Kate was pretty ashaimed that she was doing so many troubles in their life.

'Now get ready for the courses and take those stupid thought out of your beautiful head ok?'asked the blonde woman but she did not ask for a question.She just went out and Kate was looking long after her then after some time she stood up and brought herself some pregnant dresses from the woredrop.

An hour later Kate and Claire were at the next course for pregnant and people there looked mor than nice.And they were not staring as if Kate was poised woman.

'Hello.'said Claire to the woman on the reception.

'Hello.'said the woman and she smiled nicely while Kate was looking around to find where they could settle and she saw a lot of couples.Men were touching their womens stomaches and the women were giggling next to them.Claire s voice broke Kate again from her daydreaming.

'It is all done.'said Claire and took her friends arm to lead her to one of the blankets on the floor.

'Great.'said Kate and she was looking serious looking at some point in the ari and she looked mad at this point.Her face was showing her emotions so good.

'What is wrong?'asked Claire.

'Like you do not know.'

'I really do not.I just know this is your expression everytime we woke into a course and...'then she shut up and looked at her friend with her another expression and then it seemed like the blonde woman had figured this out.'Oh...'

'Yeah.I am falling into a depression everytime we woke into a room for pregnant courses.'

'Are you coming ladies?'asked the woman from the reception.'

'Just a second.'replied Claire but she was pretty sure this was going to take them more than just a second.

'Let s go.'said Kate but her friend stoped her.Claire was still holpind her arm.'What are you coming or I am going alone?'

'Come on Kate.I never meant to do anything that would make you feel bad and if you dod not know to stay we will get out just at the minute.'said Claire and she stood awaiting for the next expression of the pregnant woman.

'Do not pay attention on me.I am pregnant.My emotions are changing any time.'said Kate and she smiled but this was a forced smile.

'Really?'asked Claire.

'Yeah like you do not know me and my emotions.'this time Kate laguhed and the other people turned to her because she broke the silence but then the stares went on the teacher.

'Yeah I rememeber my changing of the emotions.'

'Remmeber?I am not quite sure.You were unbelieveable on the island.'said Kate and she laughed but lower this time.

'Really?'

'Of course.'

'Stop talking and let s do some work.'said Claire and they stepped forward to the other part of the class on the ground.

'Hye class pay attention please.'started the teacher.'These are our two new students.'then were applauses on their direction.'They are two friends I guess the father did not make it.'

Then there was a silence and during it all the stares were turned to Kate but she had been through this before and she had to be got used to it.

'Yeah he did not make it.'said Kate and she smiled.Then the others from the groud smiled too like in a relief that there was not a lesbian couple among them.

'So if it is so I guess you will tell the father what we have been doing here during he was missing right?'asked the teacher.

'Yeah of course.'said Kate and she was looking so calm that no one could say that she was actually lying.

'I hope he will join us soon.Today we will be practicing the way of breathing during the labour.'said the teacher and the class started.

'This was amazing my friend.'said Claire laughing at Kate right after they had left the course and now they were walking on a crowded street.

'What?'

'You lied them so well.Can you believe this - either me believed the words you said.Me that knows the truth.'this was not quite right because Claire did not know the whole truth.

'This was not a big deal you know.'said Kate and she found herself just for neccessary to be said and for Claire it was obviously different.

'Not a big deal?If you have said the same at the other course we would not have to change them so oftently you know.'said Claire and she was in about to stop laughing.

'Stop with the talking and let s go.'

'Right we have to pick Aaron up from his uncle Charlies place.'said Claire and she laughed again saying the word 'uncle'.

'Uncle?Yeah right.It is such a gross to call the man you are sleeping with an uncle of your child.'said Kate and she did not laugh just she smiled and looked at Claire s smile fading away.

'Shut up.'

'No really think about it.You have never told Aaron Charlie was his uncle.Because when the boy grows up he would know about your relationship with Charlie.'

'I guess so but what can I tell a three year old boy.'

'You have a point.'

'Of course I have.When you become a mother you would understand what I am saying.'

'It better be soon because I cannot stand people staring at me.'said Kate and she turned her head to the last man that passed next to them and he smiled at her.

'This one was not staring.He was flirting.'said Claire and she laughed at the stupidness of her friend.

'Really?'With his eyes only?'Kate was not everygood at this thing with dating and stuff.She never was.She was only been running from the moment her time for dating started and she did not have the chance to live it as she trully wanted.

'Do you wanted him to flirt with something else?'asked Claire and she giggled.

'Do not be ridiculous.'said Kate and she blushed.

'Come on I have been pregnant too and I know what is the thing the pregnant woman want really much being in this state.'

'I had never had the need of it even when I was not pregnant.Remmeber that I was on the run and there were no pretty guys on the run with me.'

'Come on do not pretend like you are a virgin.You are pregnant for God sake.'

'I am not acking like a virgin and you should stop with that.'

'With what?'

'Pissing me off.Have not you read in your book about rpegnancy how bad and dangerous is to piss a pregnat woman off?'

'Yeah you have a point.You are dangerous being pissed off even if you are just the non-pregnant Kate.'said Claire and she really meant it.

'Watch your work Claire.'

'Lets stop with those stupidness and go to pick Aaron because I miss him.'

'And not only Aaron I guess.'Kate giggled.

'Come on I am just a woman.What do you want from me.
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