Useless Irritation
Call me wild in my forever burnt
coal covered nightmares.
So icy in my irritation
and proud.
Filling the sugar scattered dreams with
formalities and dislike.
Was I ever personified into
cool raven black hurting eyes.
Open up.
Rose petals left in your hand
from my opinionated insuferable
denail of your adoration.
A heart torn into glass shards.
Am I so obvious?
You gave me a meaning.
A meaning that I still
detest.
Collapsing in on the
lonely winter.
Shivering over a shredded
letter of apology
I watched you die in silence
Just like your little idol.
He can never return,
you can never be his again.
White flashing obscure vision
shuting out your
desparate screams.
I wish I hadn't seen your face.
You can rest inbedded in this
promise, my insurance to you
that you will never
do anything more
because you've done it all.
You said don't talk to me
about lonliness.
So I won't.