Coexist
by: JurisAnnarielle

Never in my wildest thoughts did I think that we... could exist as one.
I had dreamed of us cramming for that final exam.
I had wished for us to lay on our backs watching the clouds.
I had imagined... you and I sleeping next to one another for the rest of our lives...

Dreaming... Wishing.... Fantasizing wasn't enough for me anymore.
I needed you by me..

I swallowed my pride and confessed my feelings.
You questioned me.
I had pretended to love him in order to hide my heart.
Will you pretend you didn't hear me?

I love you... that's the clearest I can make my feelings.
But do you love me in return?
You always cared about them...
So... where do I fall?

Please dearest may you care and comfort me in my time of need?
Will you accept my emotions on a silver platter?
Will you forget about that person?

Please embrace me and never let me go.
I promise I won't hurt you.

Never in my wildest thoughts did I believe we could coexist.
Only in my sane ones...