Warning: Contains Yaoi and Adult Content.
Disclaimer: I do not own Bleach, Ichigo Kurosaki, or Ishida Uryuu. I own nothing.
Note: This is NOT a PWP. This one will actually have a plot for a change! More chapters to come. Italics Uryuu's thoughts
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If it's truly love, then why is it that Ichigo can never look into my eyes?
Ishida Uryuu stood outside the house in the rain. He'd been there for almost twenty minutes, afraid of what would happen when he entered. His black hair was plastered to his face as the downpour continued, but he was still unsure if he wanted to go inside, wanted to hear what he had coming. Finally making up his mind, Uryuu turned to leave, but as he took his first few steps the door opened behind him, sending a streak of light cascading across the dark road around the Quincy. He stopped in mid step, waiting.
"And just what are you doing here? How long have you been out here? You're drenched." The orange-haired teen leaned against the door frame, his arms folded. There was a small smirk of amusement across his face, but his eyes showed nothing as he waited for a response. When none came, however, he pushed himself up and opened the door wider, moving aside. "Well, come in out of the rain then." Ishida turned and complied, keeping his head down and not saying a word as the door was shut behind him. Ichigo went to the linen cabnet and grabbed a towel, throwing it at Uryuu as he took off his shoes.
"Ichigo I..." Ishida dropped his eyes, not knowing what to say to explain why he'd been standing outside the shinigami's house in the rain for so long. He ran the towel over his drenched hair and removed his glasses for a moment to dry them off. Ichigo looked at him with his head turned slightly sideways, and yet his eyes still showed no emotion- no sympathy for the Quincy. After a few moments he sighed and started up the stairs, gesturing for Uryuu to follow him.
"Come on up with me, I'll listen to what you have to say... I guess." He continued walking, and Ishida gingerly followed, thinking through what he would say. He didn't want to stay long, he just wanted to get it out and leave. He wanted his inner torture to end, and it had to end with Ichigo. They stepped into the shinigami's bedroom, which suprised Ishida by being unusually empty, there was a small desk and a bed, and a closet door on the right wall. There was a single window with it's shades drawn, and another door that led to a bathroom, Uryuu assumed. Other than these features the walls were white and blank, the floor made of the same hard wood as the rest of the house. Ichigo moved to the desk and sat down, crossing his legs in the chair. "So..." He gestured to the bed, and Uryuu sat down silently. "What do you want." Ichigo said this with a distant air, gazing off at the wall behind Ishida, not looking him in the eyes and appearing unconcerned with the matters of the Quincy.
Ishida paused, not knowing what to say. He just wanted Ichigo to be honest with him, was that too much to ask? He ran a pale hand through his black hair, his glasses catching the light so they appeared white. "Ichigo... I just... I just want you to..." He looked up, frustrated that Ichigo would still not connect their eyes. "... I just want you to look at me!" He said this with a note of desperation, and the shinigami's eyes flashed down to look at Ishida, though he still appeared to not see him, as if he were invisible.
"I'm looking at you. Are you happy? Now, I'll ask one more time. What do you- "
"Ichigo, I want you to be honest with me," Uryuu cut the red-head off, and continued in his slightly desperate tone, "I love you. Do you feel the same?"
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"Shit, that's why you stood in front of my house in the rain for half an hour?" Ichigo ran a hand through his orange strands, sighing away his frustration. Ishida lowered his head in shame, feeling worse than he had in the dark. Ichigo stood and lifted the Quincy's chin, silently looking into his dark eyes. Uryuu stared back into the shinigami's chestnut eyes, searching for any sign of affection in them, but found none. It was again one of those looks that made him feel like Ichigo could see through him, like he wasn't there. But before he could dwell on these thoughts, their lips had connected, and Ishida pushed away all doubts as he felt Ichigo's tongue penetrate his mouth. He wrapped his arms around the red-head's neck as he was gently pushed back onto the bed.
They separated, Ichigo withdrawing his tongue from the Quincy's mouth. He began kissing a line down Ishida's long slender neck as he moved one of his hands up the other boy's shirt. Uryuu turned his head and stared at the closet door, moaning ever so slightly as his shirt was removed in the usual fashion. Ichigo... The shinigami moved down the Quincy's chest, taking one of his pert nipples into his mouth and moving his tongue around it expertly. This generated more moans from Ishida's throat as he closed his eyes, running his hands through Ichigo's soft locks. The red-head reached the pale teen's navel and moved his tongue around it, then enclosed his lips around it and sucked, producing an unusually loud "Uuhn" from Ishida. He proceeded to unbuckle the Quincy's belt, then grabbed the wrists of the hands running through his hair, pinning them to the bed as he ran his tongue up the pale teen's errection.
Uryuu closed his eyes tightly as he moaned even louder while the shinigami brushed the sensitive tip of his errection against his lips, digging his blunt nails into Ishida's wrists. ...Ichigo... He gasped as his errection was enveloped inside the other teen's warm mouth. The red-head moved his tongue down the Quincy's entire length then back up, generating a small shiver throughout Uryuu's body. Ichigo began to bob his head, and Ishida clenched onto the sheets of the bed below him, unable to move his hands. He moaned and moved ran his feet up and down the bed in a slow movement, concentrating hard not to buck his hips. He clenched his eyes shut tightly as Ichigo sucked and pulled harder, encouraging the Quincy to release. ...ICHIGO...
Two fingers were shoved into Ishida's mouth, and he responded by moving his tongue around them, fighting not to bite down from the desire and pleasure running rampant through his entire body. Unable to sustain any longer, he came inside the other boy's mouth, feeling a rush of relief. His fists unclenched for a moment as the two fingers were pulled out of his mouth and his lips connected once again to the other teen's. Ichigo ran his tongue deep into Uryuu's mouth, and the Quincy could taste the bitter seed that the other had just swollowed. His free hand ran to clutch onto Ichigo's back as he prepared to be entered. He wrapped his legs around the shinigami's waist, feeling the other teen's hard errection rubbing against his own. Their lips came apart again and Ichigo bent his head, finding the other boy's entrance with one of his fingers. Ishida bit his bottom lip as the finger was pushed inside of him, penetrating him once more. Soon after a second was inserted, and Uryuu felt his lip split as he bit down harder, stifling a gasp.
The two fingers now inside of his passage moved around, stretching the tight entrance. Ichigo pressed his forhead against the pale teen's as he withdrew his fingers and rubbed his errection against Uryuu's entrance. "Do you trust me?.." He whispered, their noses barely millimeters apart. Without waiting for a response he pushed in, connecting their lips again as he continued to slowly, agonizingly, move forward, all the way, until his entire length was deep inside the Quincy. Ichigo could taste the blood from the other teen's bleeding lip as he kissed Ishida deep, muting the long moan coming from the back of the other boy's throat. ...Ichigo I... Tears began to form in the pale teen's eyes as he waited for Ichigo to move, clutching the sheets so hard that his knuckles turned white. He opened his eyes and found Ichigo staring directly down at him, his palms pressed against the bedding on either side of the Quincy's head.
"I asked you if you trusted me." Ichigo stared directly into Ishida's eyes, and for the first time that night Uryuu knew he was actually looking at him. His body tensed up at still having the other's entire length enclosed inside his passage.
"Ichigo I... ah... I... uhn... Of course I do but... aauhn... Please Ichigo, move!" The Quincy's body tensed up and quivered at these last words, he couldn't take the tension inside his body another moment. He dug his pale fingers into the other teen's muscled shoulder blades as Ichigo began to withdraw in the same slow fashion, causing Ishida to moan from a mixture of pain and pleasure. The red-head proceeded to thrust into Uryuu, slowly at first but, unable to contain himself, he began to gather speed. He grasped the pale teen by his slender waist as he went deeper with each thrust, hitting the prostate and sending Uryuu's head back with a gasp. The legs around Ichigo's waist tightened as the shinigami pushed Ishida up against the headboard of the bed and continued to push into the Quincy's heat.
Ichigo grunted as he came inside the pale teen, feeling the hot release of his seed inside the other. Uryuu uttered a gasp mixed with an "Aaaauhn" before the red-head connected their lips again and road out his orgasm, both were breathing heavily and a thin layer of persperation covered Ishida's body. Ichigo finally pulled out of the Quincy and layed back on the bed, breathing heavily with his arm pressed against his forhead. Uryuu nudged his way down beside the teen and layed a pale arm across the other's chest as he began to nod off. After a few moments, however, Ichigo stood and wrapped a towel around his waist. He paused as he closed the bedroom door behind him, not looking at Uryuu.
"You can get cleaned up and leave. Goodnight Uryuu."
Ishida sat up, but Ichigo had already left the room. The pale boy grunted a little at the pain and throbbing he felt, Ichigo had been rough with him tonight, and now he was gone. Uryuu dropped his forhead into his palms and fought the tears that wanted to come up, again Ichigo had used him and left.
Is this all I mean to him?
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