Ste's letter to Brendan…
Dear Brendan,
I love you, I really do but how can you expect me to move on and live my life without you, how can you expect me to stop loving you cause I can't not now not ever. After everything we have been throw all the obstacles that have tried to get in our way after everything… we made it back to each other and we got stronger every time right? I love you the kids love you and I know that you love them too, Amy was just overreacting when she took them away and said all them things about you because of our past she doesn't see you the way I see you, she doesn't see how much you have changed and made yourself into a better man a good man. That night when you were at the top of the chez chez steps with the police surrounding you and all the riot teams with their guns and stuff I thought that was the end that I was never going to see you again and that you were going to die but you didn't you lived and made it back to me, so that's just another obstacle that we have stepped… no leaped over together, so why? Why can't I see you? I love you so much and I miss you and I want to hold you and be with you forever init that's what we were supposed to do right. I kinda get why you did it, you know protect your sister and all that, cause I would do the same… well if I had a sister! But I will never move on and I would never love any other man the way I love you and as much as I love you, my heart belongs to you, I belong to you and I don't want it any other way… so please let me see you my life is terrible without you and I can't move on I refuse too, I'm sorry but I just cant. Just read the letter and at least reply because I love you and you love me and we need our happy ever after.
Love ste xxx