She Holds the fate
Join Azeris in her journey of a lifetime. Her life is not as percfect as it seems. With the balance of Tokio Hotel in her hands, how will she handle a secret no one can know, the hate of a twin, and her own self hate.
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The day had finally come! I'd been waiting and preparing months for this. The Tokio Hotel concert was finally here, and everything is going perfect. I was standing in the front row of the stage, waiting to hear the boys. My stomach was empty and the Edmonton Alberta, Rexall Stadium was full. I had probably the most ridiculous looking smile plastered across my face, but after years of playing their songs on piano, lip synching, karaoke, and catching any program of them I can, not to mention printing out any picture of them I could find. This was a dream come true. I screamed out the lyrics to "Reden" with the crowd, while I played air piano.
The lights dimmed, and a thick fog enveloped the stage as the crowds noise seems to become impossibly louder. I could feel the energy all around me, and it made me tremble with excitement. Suddenly, out of the darkness, a spotlight shone down to reveal Tom striking the first chord of "Ready Set Go". Gustav and Georg soon joined in and Bill ran up the stairs, microphone in hand.
The first song was amazing, better than I had seen of any live version on the internet. Bill was smiling adorably down at the crowd.
"Hello!" he said through a thick German accent. "Thank you for being here tonight!"
I squealed in excitement, even though I promised myself earlier that I wouldn't. I ignored the dizziness trying to probe its way into my thoughts. Skipping meals had its drawbacks, but I wasn't about to let that stop me. Gustav started thumping out the beat to "Scream"
I was having the time of my life, but I knew I would pay for it later. My thoughts were becoming incomplete, and my vision fuzzy. I tried to hang on; because I wanted to remember this moment in my life, because I was sure it would be one of the best. I knew I looked terrible and was swaying. Still I managed to scream where appropriate in the song. Just before my world turned black, I felt someone grab by arm. I looked around wildly, someone grabbed my other arm and I was pulled out of the crowd.