Hi, my first twilight fan fic. The title is of course a song, by Type O Negative.
Full of despair for a long life ahead and alone and a decision that will decide Jaspers future. What will he do?
She is there, taunting me. Again. Doesn't help that I am here every night.
Silly girl.
Of course, her birthday was an accident, but now with them all gone she is alone.
She is right there in her room, reading that foresaken book, lamenting her 'lost love' in Edward.
Foolish girl.
She is so close to being whole again, alll these months of pain and crying and more relentless pain, for someone who never looked back, chasing the imaginary demon of Victoria, long dead.
Foolish boy.
She will be mine soon, keep her or kill her.
I have not decided yet.
She has grown into woman-hood beautifully, full hips, some slight muscle tone, her breasts, nothing like Alice's, a handful for sure, comfortable.
But then I think of the pain she caused being senseless and coming back for more. Never staying away from the Cullens and the inherent danger that came with beeing 100 feet within one of us. This silly woman caused me to lose all I hoped for.
The pain when Rose sighed as I ran, no thought to come after me, giving up on me. All of them. And it's because of her.
I want to make her feel true loneliness, the despair of forever alone.
Maybe I will, maybe I can, make her feel give her all, she hopes 'love', the lust, the desire, passion and comfort.
And then I can leave.
Yeah that's what I will do.
Good luck finding me Alice, Bella is mine.