Love, some say love is useless not needed pain in deskys I used to think that way until I meet him Alec volturi my own personal pain in despise.

When I got home from school I was moping around today was the day I was going to move to Italy volturi the lady who runs the foster care I live at right now says it is amazing and I will love my new foster parents. I told her I doubt it I never like my foster parents they end up giving me back right away. I guess it is because where ever I go I am a walking mood downer, in idiot form I am a emo and I have ever reason to be one when I was five my parents died I haven't ever cracked a smile since. Well that is not true only two things can make me crack a smile anything vampire and gothic emo like. Therefore, when I find a new family I tell them up front, how I am, and that is usually a deal breaker but if that does not work and the family thinks, they can make the apathetic kid happy. Then I ignore them accidentally leave red food coloring razorblades in the bathroom and make sure there whole happy neighborhood can here my music that includes slipknot, bullet for my valentine avenge7fold, Marilyn Manson and I don't have to try much after that.

As I packed Anna a little girl at the home ran up to me she was more like a little sister she was also the second thing that made me smile

"I don't want you to leave sapphira I gonna miss you" I smiled at her child like behavior she was to young for me to tell her about my methods.

"Don't worry love I will be back soon and we will be together again and we will play monopoly when I return like we always do" this brought the biggest smile to her face I swear it would have made the casshire cat jealous.

"You have to circle promise cause"

"Because circle promises don't break, I know Hun" by the dangerous look she was giving me, she was not happy with my interruption.

" sorry hunny but you know I will be back and I know I will be back so go play and I will see you in a week promise ok."

"Okay I think I will allow that "I smiled at my thoughts, her words reminded me of a young me I just hope she doesn't end up like me I have no future for me. I said my good byes before going to the bathroom to pack my toothbrush and hair brush

When I got to the bathroom I looked in the mirror, I saw nothing spectacular

I had raven black hair and eyes to match. My hair was cut in a very emo kind of style with shaggy layers and side bangs that covered my eyes. Today I had a bat clip in my hair and a matching necklace around my neck I always thought my hair was the best quality. A light olive skin tone and a pretty good fatigue but nothing like a models body. Today I wore a pare of dark blue skinny jeans with holes every which way even a ripped line just below my butt, these jeans would surly scare off the new family, if they didn't my shirt sure would it was a low cut disturbed tight t-shirt. That was cut diagonal down my stomach and stitched back up with safety pins. I loved it because they would hate it.

One of the volunteers from the home drove me to the airport and dropped me off I was 15 years old so I could handle myself and I have been doing this airport thing since I was five years old the airport people knew me by heart. They did not like me much. Before I knew I t I was on the plane to Italy ugh If I was going on vacation and not to make this family's life a living hell I might enjoy it there I might even take a tour or two but this was not fun time it was work time.

I eventually fell asleep and dreamed of the most reached night in my life the night I lost my parents we were driving home from my school play I was one of the rainbow fishes in the under the sea special. When I was singing in the back seat my father dint even notice the truck coming our way it side swiped us our car flipped three times I fainted once I saw the truck coming towards us. When the police came they found me a few yards away from the Accident still passed out when I woke I was an orphan.

I woke up in a sweet the old ladies sitting next to me was still snoring so I went back to sleep and prayed not to have that dream again I didn't deserve it I already had to live through it.

The flight attendant woke me up once we landed. I dreaded getting off the plane to go see the new family but I had to do it the sooner I get it over with the sooner I get back to New York and Anna.

After I got my bag form luggage claim, I went to meet them. The new most unlucky family alive but when I saw what was supposed to be a them happy little suburban family was a her in a business suit. She was very beautiful like a model. she was Wearing a very weird crest around her neck it was like a v. but what really made me smile were her eyes, she had purple eyes, I have always wanted purple eyes I might actually like this one but that changed nothing I promised I would make it back to Anna.

"hello young one my name is Heidi" I am the volturi maid you can say, I bring them there food every day" at he own words she smiled I did not understand, if I was her I would be pissed off if I had to serve someone.

"Hey "was all I said

"Mr. Aro will be so pleased to meet the new family member we have a very big family I think you will love it"

" I doubt it and I am going to tell you the truth I am not staying here long you will return me in no time" this time it was her turn to be confused they usually are but once I looked up from the ground she was still smiling not confused at all.

"Well just wait till you meet Chelsea one of my best friends she usually has a way with people." grrrrrrrrrrrrr confused again ugh I hate this woman, my brain started to hurt so I shut up before I seemed like a complete idiot. She will find out what I mean in a few minutes on the ride to her home sweet home. Once we got out side, I looked for a mini van or some lame car but what we found was a limo. If I were not being stubborn, I would faint right now.

When we got into the car house thing, I put in my headphones and got out my ipod. I sat back waiting for her to tell me to turn it down or yell but she just sat there smiling at me god she was annoying. This was going to be harder than I thought.

disclamer-ok this is the second story in my contest plezz vote on wich story u want me to finish writing

the song of this chapter is .......bum bum bum da...................head strong by trapt,tears dont fall by bullet fro my valentine and i hate everyhting about you by 3 days grace.

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