On the screen Dean laughs in the monsters face, pretending not to be afraid.
The same way I cracked jokes in the Doctors office today when they told me it was getting worse.
Sam tries so hard to fight what's inside of him and carries too much guilt for the way it hurts the people he loves.
Yeah, I get that too Sammy .
Bobby sits alone in his chair, thinking he's not a hunter anymore, wondering if another day is even worth it.
If I can do it you can do it Bobby, don't give up. I need you to stay strong more than you'll ever know.
Castiel might feel like an outsider, may struggle to feel like he belongs but I know just how vital he is even if he doesn't.
I hope that is how it is for me too Cas, I dont know where I fit in but I hope it's somewhere. If you found it after all you've been through, maybe I will too.
On my desktop there's a link.
It takes me to a small group of people who struggle like me. People who tell me I am not alone, Always Keep Fighting.
People who may never see my face in my life who but who know me better than people I see everyday.
These are the real life hunters, the ones who wake up to face demons every day. This is my Supernatural Family.