kay so i know that is short but i have had this idea for like weeks.
i know i can't spell and that i have terrible grammer. (probably the worst in the world)
i hope you enjoy it
Summary: one year ago today Edward die in a car crash and Bella, to this day blames herself.
SLIPPED AWAY
I locked the door and continued my walk to my car, keeping my head down so the neighbours couldn't see my face. I got into the car and closed the door turning on the radio. I couldn't stand the silence these days, all it did was make the looming gray cloud over my head grow even bigger. The song playing didn't help either, nothing ever did.
Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you, miss you so bad
I don't forget you, oh it's so sad
I hope you can hear me
I remember it clearly
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh
Everything was a reminder of how my life is now how my life had changed. How, had I not wanted him home sooner, my life would be normal and we would be cuddling on the couch watching our favourite movies. But that's the thing that isn't my life anymore, not now. Everything is different, I'm different. I barely talk; I don't like to sleep for my dreams haunt me. His family, our family, tries to make it alright but I know it's not.
Na na na na na na na
I didn't get around to kiss you
Goodbye on the hand
I wish that I could see you again
I know that I can't
Oooooh
I hope you can hear me cause I remember it clearly
As I pulled up to the cross on the side of the road, flowers in hand, I let the tears fall freely down my checks streaking them with the salty liquid.
I placed the flowers against the white wooden cross, along with the hundreds of other flowers, bears, cards and pretty much anything and everything. I took a step back and look at it all from a small distance. Everyone in our small town of forks loved Edward, it all showed in the scene that lay before me.
The tears continued to flow I got back into my Volvo and continued onto my destination. The Graveyard.
I walked through the rows till I found the head stone I was looking for.
Edward Anthony Masen Cullen
1971-2007
Loving Husband,
Brother and Son
Best Friend in the World
"Two souls with but a single thought,
Two hearts that beat as one."
- Friedrich Halm
I ran my finger over the engraved letter of Edwards's head stone.
"It's so hard, living without you, Edward. I…I don't know what to do with myself……I….. I don't know where to start. No one's the same…. They're all trying to tell me it will be fine, we will be fine, but I know it won't, we won't. Nothing is fine without you" I sobbed
"I'm sorry……. Sorry that I was making you rush home……. Sorry for it all…. The fights……… everything. It's all my fault. None of them say they blame me but I know it's true if you weren't rushing home to see me……… you………. You would have seen the ice…….you would have taken a different road. I'm to blame for your death for you running into that tree"
The day you slipped away
Was the day I found it won't be the same
Ooooh
I had my wake up
Won't you wake up
I keep asking why
And I can't take it
It wasn't fake
It happened, you passed by
"I don't know how to live without you Edward." I said my anger rising "Why do you leave? What am I suppose to do now? You were my life you are my life! WHAT AM I SUPPOSE TO DO?"
"I don't know if I can do this Edward….."
I fell to the ground my sobs taking over. I sat there in the rain for who know how long, my tears never stopping. Eventually Rosalie and Emmett found me and carried me away, everything passed in a blur. All I can remember is whispering "I love you, Edward" before falling into the dreaded dreamless slumber.
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go
Somewhere I can't bring you back
Now you are gone, now you are gone
There you go, there you go,
Somewhere your not coming back
The day you slipped away
Was the day i found it won't be the same noo..
The day you slipped away
Was the day that i found it won't be the same oooh...
Na na, na na na, na na
I miss you
There is my story.
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song Slipped Away by Avril Lavigne
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