One Year since I lasted saw him. One year since he told me I deserved better than him, than what he could give me. He didn't know, and still doesn't know what would happen if he left. Well he wouldn't, he didn't even know he marked me. He had bond me to him, an unbreakable tie to each other. Though, it was more me to him, than him to me.
I had always liked him, more than just as a friend, since he had been our professor. The age difference, him being a werewolf, and I once been his student, were all factors against us. People would be against the relationship, but I didn't care. I thought about all of this, but I didn't even know -think- he like me anymore than a friend.
I still believed this after Hogwarts, and I still had a crush on him. He had helped me a lot through the war and after. He was my greatest comfort, helped me to deal with the deaths of my loved ones, especially my parents. I fell in love with him totally and completely then. I loved Remus Lupin - I love him – and I always will.
I was shocked when he admitted his true feelings to me. I thought it was some sort of joke, it was too good to be true, he couldn't like me like me, but those thoughts were wiped from my mind when he kissed me. It was better than I could ever imagine.
From then on, I Hermione Granger was in a relationship with Remus Lupin. It was great; He was sweet, comforting, and caring. I loved him, and he loved me. I didn't care about the age difference or that he was a werewolf. He always thought that he was so luck to be the one with me.
Once he let his wolf take over when we made love, his bite bond me to him forever. Not that I cared; I would have loved him forever anyway. The full moons gave us trouble, but I knew the risks of a werewolf. The full moon after his wolf had marked me; he lost control to the wolf. It wanted its mate, me. The next morning Remus was incredibly weak, worse than I have ever seen him. His room was a disaster, with every bit of furniture had scratches and bite marks one them. He thought that the wolf had built up immunity to wolfsbane.
"I am no longer safe to be around, by anyone." He had added the last part when he saw me open my mouth. "Wolfsbane does not work for me anymore; I am dangerous, and likely to hurt you." He took a deep breath, and knew where this was going. I didn't like it one bit. "You deserve more, to be with someone that won't hurt you, that why I am leaving you."