Disclaimer: I will never ever ever own Gakuen Alice, they are owned by the awesome Tachibana sensei!!!~ 3

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Breathe in for luck,
breathe in so deep,
this air is blessed,
you share with me.

Does she realise how happy am I just lying here side by side but this brunette goddess?

I kiss her hair breathing in her beautiful scent and silently smile as she giggles in delight.

My hopes are so high,
that your kiss might kill me.
So won't you kill me,
so I die happy.
My heart is yours to fill or burst,
to break or bury,
or wear as jewellery,
which ever you prefer.

Both of us realise what probably will be the outcome of this night, but after almost five years of dating, our now almost adult selves want it just as much as each other.

She rises up slowly yet gracefully and fixes her dress and gives me a soft peck on the lips while my heart stops beating for that second her lips touch mine.

But she's not looking at me now; she's just silently gazing at the moon.

I silently stalk behind her and hug her from behind, as she whispers "How beautiful."

Though I say "Hn", I think to myself not as beautiful as you.

I take her by the hand and lead her in the direction of the dormitories, ignoring the sounds of the New Year's parties in the hall.

The words are hushed lets not get busted;
just lay entwined here, undiscovered.
Safe in here from all the stupid questions.
"hey did you get some?"
Man, that is so dumb.
Stay quiet, stay near, stay close they can't hear...
so we can get some.

We sneak into my room, as silent as a mouse our hearts pumping with that stupid feeling of love and adrenaline. I push her on my large king sized bed as she giggles once again, she pulls me close and kisses me passionately and I break the kiss and whisper in your ear, those three little words that I never said before but you know I meant every time I touched you.

Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember,
I'll always remember the sound of the stereo,
the dim of the soft lights,
the scent of your hair that you twirled in your fingers
and the time on the clock when we realized it's so late
this moment we share together
and the streets were wet
and the gate was locked so I jumped it,
and I let you in.

The clock stroke midnight while I was examining your beautiful sleeping face, your eyes finally opened and I whispered into your ear, "Happy 18th Birthday Mikan."

I loved how you blushed with embarrassment when I said, "Hands down this is the best day I can ever remember." We silently got dressed, and I watched as you slipped back on your orange dress that I knew Hotaru had ever so carefully picked out for you.

We walked silently hand in hand to your dorm block, only to see it was locked. I loved the look of fear on your face as I jumped the fence, even though we both knew I had done more dangerous things.


And you stood at your door with your hands on my waist
and you kissed me like you meant it.
And I knew that you meant it,

So here we were, standing in front of your door and you held my waist and kissed me, with such emotion. I knew you were holding back tears, because you were forever the cry baby.

You said, "I love you Natsume," to which I replied, "I know."

and I knew,
that you meant it,

and so did I.

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Happy Birthday Mikan!!!~

&& Happy New Year guys!!~

A really short, rushed songfic to Hands Down by Dashboard Confessional.

I didn't get to post one for Natsume's birthday, so I'm super sorry Natsume.

But here's one for Mikan

Review guys!!!~

No flames please, though constructive criticism is welcome.

xoxo

Isabelle Silver