Me and Edward were lying in the meadow, Alone. The sun was beginning to peek through the clouds and i gazed into his deep golden eyes. It was time for me to become a newborn.
" Are you sure you want to do this?", He said knowing what my answer would be.
" Yes, I have waited long enough to spend the rest of eternity with you ". He looked into my eyes and gave me a half crooked smile. I knew he wanted me to live a normal life, the life of a human, I wonder what it would be like me staying human, in 50 years he would still look like he dose today, an angel, while I age and become old, I just couldn't bare the thought of us walking down the road and people looking at us as if I were his grandmother! His velvet voice cut into my thoughts.
" Bella, I don't know if your... I mean I'm ready for this I mean what if I cant stop?" He said worryingly.
" I trust you, I know you can do this, please this is what I want, I want to be with you forever." I gazed down at the wedding ring on my ring finger, he would have to turn me it was part of the deal.
" OK, but Bella, please do not forget who you are. Promise me that ". He said seriously, his loving gaze into my eyes made me melt.
" I promise I will always be the person who I am right now... " I said in a wiper. He stood up and he was pacing, thinking... " Please Edward a deals a deal you promised you would change me ". I said in a wisper.
" I know Bella... " He said in a sigh. " But once I turn you please dont go and massacre the whole town of forks". He said with a chuckle. I began to giggle.
" I'll try not to, besides with you by my side I will be able to hopefully controle myself ". I stood up and walked towards him." Come here and bite me please! " I began to giggle again as i walked towards him. He jokingly began to take a step back as a full out smile lit up his perfect face. Then in the blink of an eye he was on the other side of the meadow. " Edward get back here and bite me! ".
" OK, OK I'm coming. " then he began to run towards me scooping me carefully up in his arms. " I cant wait once your not so breakable. " He said. He carried me into the center of the meadow right where the sun was hitting, he placed me on the ground and he laid beside me. He peacefully closed his eyes. I was staring at his beautiful face, his glimmering skin and I was thinking about the pain, the pain that was going to take over my body, I had to admit I was a bit nervous well really nervous but it would all be worth it. His eyes all of the sudden popped open.
" When do you want to turn me, " I said sitting up, he then studied my hand looking at the mark james left me. He traced it with his cold, marble finger.
" Whenever you are ready " He said taking his cold finger off of the crescent shape. His eyes finally met mine and his smile faded, i knew he didn't want to do this. I leaned in and whispered in his ear.
" I'm ready..." Then I laid back beside him waiting, wondering when he was going to bite me. He moved in and began to study my face. He began to smile, he began to lean in slowly towards my kneck I could feel his cold breath against my skin. Next his marble lips pressed against my neck.
" This will hurt a little... " He said softly, then he let his mouth hang open, i could feel his teeth just sitting millimetres away from my neck.
" DONT DO IT! " A familiar but hated voice came from the trees, both me and Edward sprung up, we both knew who it was, it was Jacob black. " I swear if you bit her I will kill you myself!" He yelled.
" Get out of here dog this is her choice." Edward said calmly
" Don't talk to me you discussing bloodsucker, Bella im here for you please come with me we can live a normal life! " He said with hope in his voice.
" Get out of here Jacob this is none of your business, I already told you Edward is the one I need. " Even from across the medow I could see the pain in his eyes. He moved in closer to us, close enough for me to hear his whisper.
" Why Bella... " he whispered. I could see the pain being replaced with anger, Edward was standing there beginning to tense up. I knew what was going to happen next. Jacob morphed into his huge wolf, he was standing there and Edward chuckled.
" Come on dog lets finish this ." Edward said pleasingly. I didn't care of they fought because I knew who the winner would be, it would be my angle, the one I will only love, Sure I had feelings for the 'dog' But I'm over them, if hes going to stand in the way of me and Edward being together for eternity then he can be gone, dead... It all happed SO fast, Jacob jumped at Edward and from there it was all a blur, pieces of fur were flying everywhere and all I herd was yelping. Then I seen Edward break away and he ran across the meadow. Jacob stood there, in pain but he glanced at me with the pain of a broken heart in his eyes and he didn't stop. He went after the unscathed Edward yet again and I just stood there, I didn't try to stop him because I knew if I did he would keep coming back. He ran towards Edward at top speed.
" Come one dog are you really that stupid, your going to get yourself killed. " Edward said amusingly. Jacob jumped at Edward again and went for his throat but Edward got out of the way. He ran to stand beside me. " Bella hes not going to stop, he knows this will end him and he doesn't care, he would rather be dead then be without you." Edward whispered. Then I felt guilt Rush over me, he must feel how I felt when Edward left me. The gaping hole in my chest, he has that pain because of me. Then at the end of the field I seen a broken person, he has the same expression that I had on my face when Edward left. He stood at the edge of the clearing gazing into my eyes, right then I seen a tear fall from his muzzle and he began to run towards Edward who was standing 3 feet away from me. He wasn't going to stop. " I cant save him Bella " Edward whispered knowing I was dieing inside. " I have to kill him or hes going to kill you once I turn you ." Then I could feel tears filling my eyes.
" I understand... " The tears were now flowing over my eyelids and only my cheeks. Edward ran towards Jacob and Jacob jumped at him, it was all over, Jacob hit the ground with a thud barely breathing while Edward stood with his back towards me with his hand covered in blood. I stood where I was, Jacob morphed back into his human form, I was standing meters away and I could hear Jacobs faint sentense.
" I will always love you Bells ." And he closed his eyes and drifted into death, his chest stopped rising and falling. Edward moved to stand beside me.
" It's over Bella, i know it was hard for you but it had to be this way." He put his hands around me and pulled me close to him. He kissed the back of me neck as the tears streamed down my face.