One shot- Jacob Black. Forbidden love, broken hearts.
Her face was close to mine, still I couldn't touch it the way I wanted to. It didn't belong to me. Shé didn't belong to me. But that didn't stopped me from loving here. She was all I ever wanted, and all I ever dreamed off. I would love here till the end of my days, probably longer. I sighed and leaned my forehead against hers.
"You make it worse, every time you come here," She nodded. She knew, and she wasn't making it easier for herself either. She loved me, but she didn't loved me enough. Her dark hair tickled against my skin, and softly I stroke it out of her face. She smiled, an incredible smile. Her lips were thin, and her white teeth shined. I just couldn't resist here. I pushed my lips short against hers. This was beyond every rule, there was ever made. She wasn't even allowed to be here. But she did came here, because of me.
"I can't Jacob. We can't. It's too dangerous, and hé is still out there, somewhere," She pulled her head back; our love was dangerous, at some point even illegal. She was right, but how could I resist that face, those eyes, and especially... Those lips. Her hand ran down my cheek, and ended moving at my chest.
"Don't ever forget that I love you," she muttered, soft but at the same time, extremely strong. I nodded; I wouldn't forget her at all. She'll never be off my mind. This would probably be the last time I would ever see here. I cleared my throat; I couldn't end up crying with her in the room. I would save that for when she was gone. She looked up, bored here eyes in mine. It was like she could see into my soul, straight into my heart. She looked through me, and recognized every emotion on my face.
"Don't be sad, Jake. You'll be fine. I promise," She took my head between two hands and was still staring to my eyes. Why couldn't we love each other? Was it so hard to let people decide their own life, their own love? I knew the answer. It was. I could never be with her, never. It was impossible, but it sure was real. True. I never lied any word about my feelings. I loved her, but I knew we couldn't be together.
"Jacob, you know I can't stay long," She said to me. I nodded. Again. To afraid to talk, because I know my voice would crack after I said the first words. I wanted to be with her, as long as I could. But I knew it wouldn't be longer than ten minutes. I laid my hands against hers, and gave a soft kiss on every finger, every part of it. This was also the last time I could do thát. If she had to go, please, just leave me alone. Because I don't want to see that she and me, are going our separate ways. I wanted her to stay, but it is too late. I was looking for my true love, and I got lost a time of two. I couldn't see how every sign pointed straight to her. Every long lost dream, led me to where she was. Others who broke my heart were like northern stars. Pointed me on my way, which led into her loving arms. This much I know, is true. God blessed the broken road that led me straight to my only, true, special love. I thought about the years I spend, just passing through. I would liked to have the time I had lost, and give it all to her. She just smiled, and took my hand. You've been there, you understand. I couldn't take it any longer; I always thought that we were stronger. My heart starting beating faster by then. I knew this was the time we had to say goodbye now. I hated this. I wished I could ask you to hold on, and that we could carry on like nothing's wrong. But there was no more time for lies. This was the end. The end of Jacob Black. My heart broke when she gave me a last quick kiss, and turned away from me.
'Bye, Jacob. I love you.' She said, and walked away. A tear ran down my face. There she go's, my soul mate. Alice Cullen.
Yeaaah, I know the Jacob-Alice thing is so un- true. But Bella seems so, clichéd. So I choose Alice. Hope you enjoyed it.