Is Age Nothing But A Number?
By: Tommyq24
He was too old for me. Or at least that is what my friends kept saying. He was my life and they couldn't even see that. I know that it was wrong because there was such an age difference, but I was in love, or so I thought…
My world changed on the day that he came into my life. I don't really know how to explain it, but something snapped inside me. To quote a Joey Ramone song, " Do you love me back? What do you say, do you love me back?" Tommy already answered that question, but I don't know what to feel about his answer. I went to Russia with him, and yet I still feel like my heart belongs somewhere else. Is it just me?? Does my heart belong to someone else? I can't make sense of this. My heart is pounding as I try to look at him. It's the first night in a hotel, where we actually had to share a room. All the other nights, we had separate rooms. I inch away as he inches towards me. I know what he is asking of me, but I can't give it to him.
My mind is spinning. I don't know what to think of last night. He didn't say anything but his eyes were begging for it. I gave in, but not to temptation. I gave in to my love for him. He was my first and I'm just lying here next to his warm, smooth body, not knowing what to do. I hope he doesn't judge me! I didn't know what to do, but he guided me into his arms for the night…