Don't take me seriously on this, something I came up on the spot with following a moment of weakness when I almost completely lost to another fandom (NOOOOOOOOOOOO!) and I just wanted to write something silly.
Forgive Me?
There was no denying it; I had already dug my own grave, signed my own warrant, made my own bed….or whatever idiom you would care to use. Regardless of how you say it, the mistake was mine and like a fool I let myself get caught. He knew it all….everything!
I knew at the time it was wrong, and yet…I can't deny that right then, at that moment; it felt so right! I hadn't gone out looking to stray from him, it just….sort of….happened. I didn't plan for it….honest! Why on earth would I when I was already so perfectly happy with what I had?
The fresh tears were forming brutally in my already aching eyes; eyes that were bloodshot and sore from an hour of crying... of pleading for forgiveness. Surely he would; after so many wonderful years, surely he will….forgive me?
I was beginning to feel not so sure. To be honest, I had worries as soon as I was found out. I mean, it's not like kindness and forgiveness was something he's exactly known for is it?
He gave me a cold stare, perhaps the iciest look I've ever seen on red eyes…..those beautiful gorgeous eyes. Oh what in the name of Din was I thinking!
"Please" my fragile voice croaked as I choked on my own tears, "You have to believe me"
"And give me one damn reason why I should listen to a word you say" he snapped back, his voice dripping with anger and hate. He was right though, why should he listen? After all, I was just one…. just one of a vast legion of fangirls. He could have any one of them he wished. Why on earth would he need me?
"I…I just ….I thought…" I stammered, my voice hitching relentlessly in my own throat, tears staining a puffy and scrunched up face. Goddesses I must look like crap right now, not exactly helping my case.
"You just thought WHAT?" he demanded, growing ever impatient with my faltering.
"I didn't think I would matter so much that you would notice" I replied quickly, shutting my eyes tight and just hoping that it would be enough of a pathetic excuse. It was the truth however. Part of me was downright surprised that he was so worked up about it. Nonetheless I kept my eyes shut as I awaited his snarling response.
But it never came.
The suspense was killing me. I slowly opened one eye to see his harsh frown had softened. In fact, his scowl had softened right up from death con five (someone dinged my brand spanking new jet black camaro) right down to death con one (Oh darn it, I dropped my marshmallow in the fire). I still didn't speak though, just opened up the other eye and looked up at him.
His eyes, although looking in my direction, weren't even meeting my face. It was although he was looking right through me. "I never meant for you to feel that way" he confessed quietly.
I stood up straight and looked him in the eye in a attempt at sincerity, not that I really needed to fake such a thing. I was sincere. "You know, all the time I was there, all I could think about was….how nothing ….or nobody…in the world could compare to you"
Okay it was cheesy and I was gushing but it was also the truth. And it seemed to be working.
"Not even Link?" he asked hopefully.
"Especially not Link" I smiled. He broke into a wide and happy grin himself before drawing me into a tight hug.
"Of course, you do realise what I'll have to do if I catch you like that again" he smirked from above my head.
"No, what?"
"I'll have to kick that guy's ass"
I could practically feel the evil grin above me as he petted my hair affectionately.
Definitely not straying into another fandom anytime soon.
The End
And with that the Kingdom was saved!
