Author's Notes: Hello! It's from Kurt's POV to a certain closeted someone ;)... How he feels about him and it all. It resembles the lockers' scene, but... only for the location. Haha! Enjoy!
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Hateful
I close my locker and head to the changing room, determined to meet you and have a discussion. I know you hate me. I hate you too. I know so because each day (and you don't miss even one!) you hurt me. Psychologically or physically. I either get pushed on lockers, thrown slushie at (which stains my expensive and stylish clothes forever, idiot!) or insulted and threatened. And you do it shamelessly; you even seem to enjoy it, big bullier!
But I can't take it anymore! Oh no! That is why I'm heading there. I won't let you hurt me ever again! Hate... Why is it your apparent motto? Why? Because it's easy to hit on those who form the minority? I guess so... But then, you're no better. No! You're even worse... You can't stand up and face reality; your reality!
I know the reason that makes you so hateful. Oh yes, I do! Because I've felt it too... Towards myself! You try and let ut out against others; pushing them, threatening them, insulting and slushying them. Do you know how much it hurts? I'd bet you don't... But it won't work with me. Not anymore, at least!
I push open the changing room's door and walk in. I look everywhere; left and right, trying to find you. You think you'll escape, but you won't!
How good does it feel to step on and humiliate the ones you know you'd be considered a part of if you accepted yourself in front of the world. Is it what you'd call protection? Because to me, it's situated more at the highest rank of cowardice.
My eyes finally fall upon you, and with a deep breath filled with determination and will, I walk up to you.
'Why are you so hateful? When I only want you to be loving me, Dave...' I say before gently putting my hands on your cheeks and dropping a soft kiss on your lips.