My life is hard. I spend my life staring at cats who love the freedom, the ability is to be free. Yet all I want is to be loved, petted given treats. I remember stories from my old friends all of whom have left this clan looking for a new life and finding one. I want to leave but I don't think I can. I guess I'm a coward but I'm not the kind of cat who has the power and what would I be leaving behind? I'm strong now and I will change I can't stay like this forever.