Strawberry Black Cat: Hi, This is going to be my first chapter story and the first story I'll ever've wrote for Shugo Chara! but before I start I want to clear some things up
Point #1: Some later chapters will be loosely based on events from the anime and manga
Point #2: Yes, some will even be based off of anime fillers but told In Amu's POV
Point #3: It is AMUTO, and the only reason Tadase is with Saaya is because I don't like them....
Point #4: This will be updatded every 2-3 days on average, exceptions are longer hollidays
Point #5: There is curently no set length for this story, might be 10 chapters, might be 100, I don't know at this point
Strawberry Black Cat: Got it? Ok then, Firehart do the disclaimer!
Firehart: Strawberry Black Cat DOES NOT own Shugo Chara!
September 9, 2009, 5 months without Ikuto
Why is it that every time I love something, someone or something in this world will
take it away? By the time I realized that I loved Ikuto he was gone. When Ran Miki and
Su were gone I realized how different my life was without them. And I got to middle
School my friends and I began to grow apart. Sure we still talked from time to time but
we all had different classes now and because we weren't in the Guardians anymore we
didn't see each other much and I hardly ever got to see Yaya and Kairi now anymore
because we went to different schools. Easter is gone now…at first I thought that that was
the best thing imaginable because now Ikuto would be free, but now he's gone and it
leaves me with nothing to do. Utau has become so busy she doesn't have much free time
so that doesn't really leave with many friends. My mom and dad are puzzled why I spend
so much time at home now. They always ask me " Why aren't you hanging out with your
friends anymore Amu"? and " Did something happen between all of you that we don't
know about?". And to top it all off everyone has new friends now, except for me. Yaya
and Kairi are now friends with the new Guardians, Rima and Nagishiko now have a
whole group of friends and are going out, Kukai….nobody knows what's going on with
him anymore, and Tadase is now good friends with Saaya(really REALLY good friends).
I wonder, where do I fit into all of this? Am I just a person that doesn't matter anymore?
I've got to look so weird to everyone else, I was friends with the Guardians for 2 ½ years
and all of a sudden it's like I'm a stranger to them. Ran Miki and Su taught me that
change isn't so bad, that things will change so I shouldn't fear change, but how I can I
like change when all it's caused me so much pain and misfortune? I just don't think it's
possible. I guess I must be really bored and longing for some kind of communication if
I'm writing all of this in a Diary. Well from now on I'll be writing every other day and
telling what happened because it'll help pass the time and so when Ikuto comes back
from God-knows where I can show him everything that's happened while he was gone.
Strawberry Black Cat: Like the 1rst chapter?
Strawberry Black Cat: Tell me or not in a review already! The suspense is killing me!