Chapter 1

To those people who think that life can't get any worse then what they were, clearly didn't know Sanji life. More precisely didn't heard all his hardships he had to endure. No even before it, when he just born he had to suffer! But he didn't want to remember or think about this kind of shit! Okay maybe it wasn't the marimo entire fault, but he still responsible for a very big part of his hardship! Maybe he should start from the very beginning, where they first meet.

It all began from high school, when he meets the bastard for the first time when they only start the first year, they were in the same class. At first he didn't seem that bad, but then the marimo had to find excuses to tease him and so they start to fight. And that's how it kept going. for three years they were in the same class they bicker, drive each other nets, compete on everything and fight each other until both could not stand up. Most of the class already got used to their endless fights, and some of them call them "the married rivals".

Of course Sanji had suffered from this nick name much more then Zoro that didn't give a shit about it, and it drive Sanji insane. Because no girl in school will look at him now, and every time he might have a chance with a cute girl, Zoro had to come and ruin it by been a pain in the ass.

He also didn't notice, but for three years they always were together somehow, doing everything like study, hung out, party, watching movies, going out, sleeping in the other house, tease and laugh. It become a routine by now and it was weird has fuck since Sanji never was alone in this years and he didn't hate to be with the other man that annoy him. Well they both had the same group of friends so they can't help it, but sometimes Sanji wonder why Zoro going out of his way to challenge him or to annoy him or to find new nick names for him. And Zoro wasn't the kind of guy to answer him what he really thinking about other then been an asshole marimo.

And like that, three years were over and they almost finish high school! Fuck this shit, it's like he really going out with this green bastard that he always feel the need to tell him where he is and ask where the other is and meet him. Fuck, that marimo really screw him up! How did this happen?! Everything seem to go fine with them, he was okay at first! When did their relationship change to be this weird!? And he wasn't the only one who notices, what really make him want to crawl into a deep hole and kill himself.

They were going to graduate high school soon and he didn't have any idea what to do with the marimo when that happens or what they do. They can't do everything together like they used too, that would be weird, right?. And he assume Zoro would find a girlfriend and go to his separate life from him, since all the girls seem to be attracted to that useless asshole! Yeas, he won't stay with him like this forever, so Sanji know he need to back off before graduation or he could never do so.

But it was kind of a problem since they had the same friends, and the same group. And Zoro always was with them, and Sanji love to be with the group fucking damn it! it was difficult but he did what he had to do and make up some stupid excuse not to meet with them. At least, he tries his best to avoid him even if it felt very lonely without the marimo and the others. he really wanted to spam his phone. It was much harder in school, since he can't run from them when they come to their class to hung out and he was in the same class has the guy he's trying to avoid too!

How much the world hate him to make them be in the same class for three years anyway?! Of course the marimo also have to be difficult about this and search his attention by any means he can that he know would work on him. Fuck, why he know him so well?! Zoro piss him so much and he end up kicking his ass everyday! it become more and more like hell to Sanji to try to avoid him, and he was getting sick of it!

And when the bastard did back off and was with other people he called his "friends" - two very stupid guys, Sanji just stare at them with envy and felt how his heart squeezed in pain.

Why was he feeling so jealous and to the marimo no less?! There is no need to feel that way, he know that but he still felt it. He never wanted to find out about this feeling of jealousy toward a shitty marimo! He wanted to get jealous to a cute girl, that make more sense in his mind. But of course he had to get jealous to this stupid bastard. Sanji hit his face hard on his desk and growl at his stupid self.

It hurt, it fucking hurt. More than he wanted to admit to the asshole or to himself. It hurt until he didn't feel like doing anything or even graduate. Maybe he should just drop out, that would be much easier for him then this hell he was in! and he won't need to see Zoro face every day. But of course, Zeff find out what he plan to do…and to put it simply, he kick his ass for trying.

So dropping out is out of the question, then what he should do with these creepy feelings then?! Jump into a fucking highway and let some track kill him?! Or jump from a cliff? Okay, maybe he was been a little too dramatic about this. He didn't really wanted to die, but it still hurt!

So he try the best solution a man can find to any problem, at least in Sanji mind, having sex with a beautiful woman. But he just could not get into the mood and the geezer catch him in the act and almost kick his ass, since the geezer was an old fashion fart that not believe in paying for a girl to have sex, he despise the idea or the very act. And kept on blabber about how he should treat women better and should have sex with someone he love and crap.

Thank you very much, old geezer, for telling me stuff I already know!

Like he didn't want to do this kind of shit with the person he liked from the first place if it was possible! if It was that easy, he would have done it already stupid shitty geezer! but he still a man god damn it! And he like girls and the fucker didn't care about him anymore! What was he suppose to do? He wasn't going to beg him, fuck it! He still has his pride, even if it was stupid.

To put it simply, he know he didn't make the old man life easier with his actions. Half of the time he wasn't sure what he was doing, just that he was tried and lonely and he wanted to call the bastard and vent at him and kick his ass.

But then what?! It just going to go back to the way it was and they would go to their different ways after high school anyway, nothing would change. It will end the same way has it is now, only that he could meet and be with others too, and maybe cry to one of them in hopes they won't tell him. Yeas, this was better. If he get used to be alone now, then the blow after they finish high school won't hurt that much.

But while he was grounded by the old man someone find his way to his room and surprise him one night. he jump at him from his window and scream

"Yooo Sanji! Make me food! I'm hungry."

of course it has to be his stupid captain, well more the head of their group that call himself "captain". Maybe He look childish and a complete moron, but he was sharp and get people. And if Sanji be honest with himself, he trust Luffy a lot and like the guy has one of his best friends. before he said anything he decided to feed the black hole for stomach and after the teen finish eating, he ask innocently:

"Say Sanji, why are you in pain?"

Sanji choke on his food and his eyes open wide, he didn't have any words to answer the question. So he just stares at him. Damn, he can't hide anything from this guy does he?! Well, fuck it then. He was tired of hiding anyway, and Luffy would have find out sooner or later.

"How the fuck..You know what, forget it! I'm not even going to ask!" and hit his face on the table.

"if it one of our friends fault, I kick their ass! Just tell me who it is!" Luffy raise his chest up to show he was ready at any time to kick someone ass, what made Sanji smile a little. Luffy was a nice guy and a good friend.

"No you moron! Just…things. Stupid shit, do I need to make a list of how shit it is?!" Sanji answer in defeat, even if he denies it and kick him, he already knows Luffy enough to guess it won't work to hide things from the idiot. that moron was even more stubborn then him and his old man together and that saying something, so hiding things from Luffy was a lost fight and he was tired of it.

Luffy nodded and kept eating the soup he made in midnight, why the fuck he come in this hour in the night he had no clue or the will to know. He was just glad Luffy was there, since he can't talk about these…things with the old man.

So he starts to tell him everything, in a list kind of way and for his surprise he felt relived after he finish. Like a burden been lifted from his shoulders, a very heavy one. And he threat Luffy with food to never tell anyone what he just told him. It seem to work with Luffy, he will never do anything when it comes to food. So he hope it will be enough and he kind of felt much more happier then he was before he told him.

Luffy laugh it off and said that everything will work out and that he will fix it or some crap that Sanji didn't get. But oh well, it was the typical positive Luffy he come to admire so it wasn't bad even if he doubt he can do anything. They fooled around and laugh about funny things that light his mood until it become too late at night.

Luffy thank him for the food and wave him goodbye while jumping off his window like a crazy person. Running away like a thief or some other creep that run from the scene of the crime. Sanji watch him leave with a smile, he really did miss that moron and the others. Why did he come when they have school tomorrow anyway? He bet the idiot didn't even think about school or the hour and just decided to come so he just come. Typical Luffy!

Well he had fun so he didn't mind, maybe he should stop avoiding the group just cause he didn't want to see Zoro. even if it hurt to see the marimo again. It will hurt him more to be isolated from them, since he like to be with them all. they were important to him.

But what happen the next day wasn't anything he could predict, not even in his dreams. After the first class during the break, Luffy drag both of them out of the classroom by force to the courtyard in the back of the school. Making them face each other and smile a wide smile that shows his teeth.

"Why did you drag me here for, Luffy?!" Zoro grumble and fold his arms.

"Yeas, what the fuck Luffy?! I was going to give the girls the lunch I made." Sanji grumble right after him.

"ShiShishi don't get angry. I'm helping you two cause you both idiots." Luffy said honestly like a kid and laugh at the two angry man that glare at him.

"Who are you calling an idiot?!" they both yelled together has one.

"it's not my fault. You two just soo slow! But you are my friends, so I decided to help you two and save time." He smile widen again, like he was helping homeless people in the street and give them new homes.

"What the hell are you talking about Luffy?!" they both ask together again, and this time look away from each other. Why the hell they can't stop talking together has one?!

"Shishi okay so here it come, listen to me good okay? Zoro, Sanji love you! that's why he avoiding you, cause he scared that you leave him. And he got very jealous when you hung around with your other friends. Sanji, Zoro love you back. But he was scared to tell you cause he think you only like girls and will think he gross. There, now make up and be good friends again or something. I'm going to eat now."

"Oi you!"

After finishing what he wanted to say with cheerful voice, he run away and leave them there. Staring at each other with no words or the ability to get what just has happen, the both man eyes were hiding under hair or by looking down. And they just kept standing there in awkward silence.

What the actual fuck?! Sanji swear to god he will kick Luffy so hard until he die a painful death. To think he even ignore his threat and tell Zoro what he ask not to tell anyone, and say the marimo love him back no less. What kind of stupid bullshit is this…there is no way that...or is it true?

Sanji felt a huge rock felling on his head while he got slowly what Luffy just blab out of nowhere too fast for him to get the first time. wait the marimo...love him? Ah?

Well then...this is awkward.

TBC

AN: some things about this story: the idea born from a very close friend of mine that love mpreg fanfic's and suggested the very core of the idea that grow up inside my head.
this is my very first mpreg fanfic I have ever write in my life so...please be patient with me (￣∇￣")
I"m not sure if my beta went through this story or not, since she not answering me anymore. so if you see any mistakes, please tell me.
I really didn't know how to call this work, at first I wanted to call it "Mpreg Zosan" fanfic LOL
the next chapter will be up next week ^.^