I started to type, those hateful words about myself, crying while doing so. I'm Ruby Grace Williams, aged 15 and I'm depressed. I knew my friends didn't care, they didn't even bother to ask me how I was going, no one did. So here I am, crying my little heart out to my content, each hateful word string in my chest. The blade I used is on the floor next to me, the blood dripping from my wrists, my calves soon I would faint, and slowly drift off,drift off to heaven or my body,lifeless cold body laid in the bathroom my blood started to drip,smudged into the tiles,spotted over the curtains, my blood was everywhere.I was half awake and half asleep, I notice a figure standing at the door, watching me, breathing heavily. I smirked as I decided to say my last words; "Are you fucking happy now? You got what you wanted.. Just leave me to die.." I say as the painkillers start to kick in. The dark figure moves towards me, screaming my name."RUBY!.. RUBY! WHAT HAVE YOU DONE RUBY!" The high-pitched voice screams as I finally decide to let go.
When I awoke from my end, I couldn't see probably, my vision was blurred from the tears before I realized it I could hear soft voices " I can't believe she did it!" One voice said" It isn't her fault!" The second voice said. I knew I wasn't dead, I was saved.. I was saved again. I laid there closing my eyes until she came in, until Genaia came in. She sat on the bed." Wake up.. I know you're faking it" I opened my eyes to see Genaia, her cheeks were wet, her eyes puffy and red." Well I thought you didn't care.." I said slightly coughing, my chest was still hurting, Genaia poured me a glass water " You know be lucky I found you when I did.." She said trailing off." Gen... I'm not lucky.. I'm unlucky you found me" I said half smiling, Genaia's face was disgusted as if she saw a ghost. Genaia sat back down on the bed." Do you know.. how bad it was to find my friend on her bathroom floor blood pooling, smeared all over the tiles, carpet and curtain. It was a bloodbath" She said as she lowered her voice as she got to the last words.I had have enough of her lies and bullshit,"Why are you even here! It's not like you are my friend! You don't even care" I scream at Genaia, Her face was calm and blank like every other time." I am here.. because no one else wants to deal with your bullshit.. I AM HERE BECAUSE I AM YOUR FRIEND!" She screamed back at me slamming her hands down on my leg. I yelped "FUCKING BITCH! MY LEG.." I scream in pain at the burning feeling, Genaia lifted the blanket to see cuts,bruises and everything else.
'These marks on my arm they do not feel the same, these marks in my heart they won't go away but these marks in my head are staying in my bed, for all I know are these marks. The marks scared my life, my whole entire life, trembling in your hands was my only chance but now these marks only mean a second in time that I breath. These marks on my arm they will never go away, these marks in my heart will also be the same but the marks in my head that are staying in my bed will be the end, will be the end of me.'